1. I confess that I think about food way more than I should.

2. I confess that I drink caffeinated coffee on occasion

3. I confess that I have sucked on a tiny peice of chocolate and let it melt in my mouth because I'm on soft foods

4. I confes that I have cried until I can't cry anymore about how much I miss my old eating habits

5. I confess that I secretly am angry when my husband eats a big plate of carbs and fat....

okay, let me start my confession

1. I confess I wish I would have lost more weight to show myself off at my brother-in-law's wedding, I want to look better then the bride and I don't care

2. I confess I have carbs alot more than I should, including chocolate

3. I confess I still love sugar and feel guilty for eating it

4. I am afraid that I should have lost more weight and I feel guilty

5. I don't get my vitamins or fluids in

6. haven't been to the gym in 3 months, and I don't exercise very often

Here goes:

1) My marriage counselor has recommended that my husband and I separate. We had issues before surgery, but they don't seem to be getting better.

2) as a result, I am craving foods- like popcorn and Mac and cheese. I ate a few bites yesterday even though I felt full.

3) I haven't exercised yet- can't seem to put it into my routine.

4). I am afraid I will undo this sleeve if I'm not careful.

5). I am listening and singing along with ABBA right now. It's one of the first things that has made me smile in days (other than my kids)

1. I confess that I've been at around 185 from 238 for about 2 months and am getting used to it and feel like this is the best I can be.

2. I confess that I only exercise about once every 2 weeks.

3. I confess that I eat when I am bored.

4. I confess that I actually get hungry.

5. I confess that I weigh daily, but I want to because I want to experience everything about my VSG journey.

6. I confess that I eat slider foods. Ice cream in my fav.

7. I confess that I should treat myself and my body better.

I confess that I have a crush on my surgeon as well...and definitely gossiped with the nurses on the hospital post-op about how cute he is! <img src='http://www.bariatricpal.com/public/style_emoticons/<#EMO_DIR#>/smile.png' class='bbc_emoticon' alt='' />

I hit on my surgeon right after surgery while I was still pretty medicated...he's married with 2 kids...and my dad was standing there...lol I think I win!!

I confess:

*I should be at the gym more often also

*I'm a little jealous that my fiancé is losing the weight faster than I am and I hate hearing him say he's lost (whatever) pounds today

*I should be drinking more Water and less Gatorade, Powerade and

vitaminwater

*I want that slice of garlic bread or two

*I can't wait to Lose my last 30 pounds I know my confidence is going to be "off the hook" and I don't care

I have been overweight for almost 20 years.... it's time to play a new game.

Well, here goes........I confess

that I've had a couple of glasses of wine at separate times with dinner,

that I've eaten some chocolate, cake, Cookies, pastries and ice cream (just a forkful or two)

that I'm not excercising like I should be.

that its extremely hard for me to give up carbs but I'm trying very hard and doing the best I can.

I promise......that tomorrow will be a better day.

p.s. I confess I'm addicted to weighing myself all the time.

okay that's it.

I confess- I'm lucky to get in 60 grams of Protein a day.

I confess- I hate drinking Water.

I confess- my weight loss has been slower than others on VST.

I confess- the slow weight loss' date=' is because of confession 1 and 2.

I confess- I eat too fast, can't seem to make myself eat slow enough not to slime.

I confess- can't wait to be small and feel sexy again!

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I can relate to every one of these....and then some!! Good luck to you! :-)

I confess:

I'm mourning my clothes too. Clothes shopping=no fun for me. I actually nervous about shopping for new one's' date=' smaller size or not. I'm also sad I'm 14 days post op & returned to work I'm my same ole size, like a 50lb miracle was supposed to happen in 14 days. Nevermind I've lost 19lbs.

I confess:

I'm afraid I'll never have another normal bowel movement again.

I confess:

I'm more obsessed w/what I put in my mouth & the scale in my bathroom more than I ever was before surgery.

I confess:

I'm so intimidated by food & nervous about feeling bad, I just don't care to branch out past my Protein drinks. I'm scared.

But I'm very grateful for the confessions, & all your honesty. This app & u guys are a HUGE help! <3[/quote']

Ditto

I confess:

I have been on vacation this week and have eaten badly.

I am terrified that I will not lose the weight!

I am afraid that my hair will fall out, but more afraid that my teeth will get bad.

Again terrified that I will not lose the weight!!!!!

I am thankful for this site and all the positive people on here Thanks! !!!

I confess yesterday I went to Burger King and ate a kids cheeseburger and a few fries and it tasted good! I kinda wished it would have made me sick but it didn't!

I confess that I am not exercising like I should be either...

I confess that I think about going to Cheesecake Factory and ordering

a chocolate chip cookie dough slice of cheesecake :wub:

I confess I had a fish sandwish from McDonald's last week -

I did not eat the bread tho.. like thats an excuse.

I confess I WANT A CORONA SO BAAAAAAD!!!!

I confess I could tear up a snickers right now.

Now having confessed all this.... I will not go back to where I was...I ate the fish' date=' the rest was in my head.

I have come too far to turn back now. But I do like these confessions.

It felt good to get that off my chest. [/quote']

I have thought about freezing a Corona

I confess that even though I'm not hungry I daydream about BBQ pulled pork sandwiches with cole slaw on top.

Yup coronaaa with lime and salt.totally miss that

I confess that I never really quit smoking except for the 2 days I was in the hospital during my surgery. I told the doctor I was a former smoker at my first visit and never smoked before appointments.Somehow I got away with not getting tested? However, I have been smoke free for 7 days now.

I confess that I took a bite of my sons cheeseburger from McDonalds.

I confess that I enjoyed the way my painkillers made me feel after surgery and finished off what I had,long after the pain was gone. Haven't had any for the last few weeks, and not out looking for it.

I confess that even though I have told my husband and sister different, I really really really wish they would get the surgery, I want them to feel as good as I do.

I confess that I don't like this new zombie craze that is in the media lately. Zombies scare the crap out of me and I can't even watch a preview for a zombie movie!!! (way off the subject, I know, but had to say it!!)