1. I confess that I think about food way more than I should.

2. I confess that I drink caffeinated coffee on occasion

3. I confess that I have sucked on a tiny peice of chocolate and let it melt in my mouth because I'm on soft foods

4. I confes that I have cried until I can't cry anymore about how much I miss my old eating habits

5. I confess that I secretly am angry when my husband eats a big plate of carbs and fat....

• I confess that I too, think about food way too much, but I know Im not really hungry.
  
• I confess, because of number 1, that I am totally addicted to sunflower seeds
  
• I confess that I drink caffeinated coffee everyday, but add unjury unflavored to it.
  
• I confess that since I quit smoking in December, I still think about smokes everyday. (prolly explains #2)
  
• I confess I eat chocolate once in a while, but I think that is why I DON'T eat it everyday.
  
• I confess that I USED to get upset about missing my old eating habits, but now Im proud of the fact that I don't give a crap about it anymore
  
• I confess that I lie to my husband when he wants to go out to eat and I don't. I tell him I don't feel like it. The truth is, I have better things to do than to sit and watch him and the boys make 5 trips to the buffet.
  
• I confess that I am secretly amused when my husband eats a big plate of carbs and fat... I just think "Keep going skinny man, one day you wont fit into that chair".
  
• I confess that I am proud of the fact that I am forty something and getting physically fit. I make sure everyone in the house knows I just came from the gym.
  
• I confess that I looked in the mirror way too much today, the first day I have worn size 14s.
  

hello my name is Jason and Im an alchoholic, no wait. wrong web site, yes I lust for the baconader at wendy and a giant Dr Pepper and snickers and fried fish and popcorn ect. but PEOPLE that is the food that made our jea ns tight and our t shirts tight and underwear tight and I can only speak for myself, but I refuse to go back to that.

I love these confessions. I confess that I am not exercising like I need too.

I CONFESS THAT I:

* sometimes get irritated at the success stories here...I WANT TO POST THOSE PICS!

* am addicted to weighing myself ( after going YEARS not knowing my weight!)

* I can't wait to flaunt my new body

*

I confess too that I think about food way more than I want to.

I confess that I don't exercise as much as I should.

I confess that I drink Sonic caffeinated several times a week and love every drink of it.

I confess that I weigh myself every day.......at least once.

I confess that I'm never hungry and sometimes eat Snacks because I'm craving something.

I confess I spend too much time VST when I should be doing other things.

• I confess that this journey is both harder and easier than I thought it would be.
  
• I confess that in public situations I finagle things to make it look like I've eaten more than I have.
  
• I confess that it makes me sad that I might never be able to consume a large sandwich with big ol' slices of homemade bread again (like I need it).
  
• I confess that I occasionally use a straw.
  
• I confess that I haven't told anyone about my sleeve and I don't plan on it. I don't need your negativity or opinions.
  

I confess that I am not exercising like I should be either...

I confess that I think about going to Cheesecake Factory and ordering

a chocolate chip cookie dough slice of cheesecake :wub:

I confess I had a fish sandwish from McDonald's last week -

I did not eat the bread tho.. like thats an excuse.

I confess I WANT A CORONA SO BAAAAAAD!!!!

I confess I could tear up a snickers right now.

Now having confessed all this.... I will not go back to where I was...I ate the fish, the rest was in my head.

I have come too far to turn back now. But I do like these confessions.

It felt good to get that off my chest.

ok Im back..

I confess I would love a glass of wine.

some Thai flavored wings from Buffalo Wild Wings.

A huge cigar.

a plate of homemade biscuits & gravy.

Lots of Coors light,

and yes I weigh myself several times a day.

:ph34r:

I confess...

*My eyes are still bigger than my stomach so many times I end up with a plate full of food I can't eat.

*Stalls scare the crap out of me. I feel like a failure and my thinking gets skewed and I binge...well as much as my sleeve will let me.

*Im mad they came out with all the "good" food after I got sleeved. pizza on garlic bread?!?! That's freakin genius! Lol

*I fall in and out of love with exercise.

*I downplay my weight loss to my friends who are overweight or who I know are jealous.

*I hate when people ask me about health/nutrition and I know theyre not serious. Why waste my time? And don't "act" serious about weight because the fat girl is getting ready to pass you up.

This feels good. May be back lol.

I confess...

- I haven't been to the gym in a month.

- I have weighed myself everyday this week (normally only 1-2x a week) because I'm SSSOOO close to the century club!

- I get really irritated with some people's "holier than thou" preachy, opinionated attitudes on this site which makes me not post for fear of judgment and ridicule. Why can't we just all get along???

- I'm really sad about getting rid of all of my clothes. All I see is wasted $$$ (because I have A LOT of clothes).

- I've only told a few close friends this... I plan on staying single during this journey so I can see what kind of "ass I can pull" and truly enjoy the attention I get!

I confess...

- I haven't been to the gym in a month.

- I have weighed myself everyday this week (normally only 1-2x a week) because I'm SSSOOO close to the century club!

- I get really irritated with some people's "holier than thou" preachy' date=' opinionated attitudes on this site which makes me not post for fear of judgment and ridicule. Why can't we just all get along???

- I'm really sad about getting rid of all of my clothes. All I see is wasted (because I have A LOT of clothes).

- I've only told a few clothes friends this... I plan on staying single during this journey so I can see what kind of "ass I can pull" and truly enjoy the attention I get! [/quote']

Too funny! Great post????

I confess...

- I'm really sad about getting rid of all of my clothes. All I see is wasted $$$ (because I have A LOT of clothes).

Yes. Yes. And yes. I may be mourning my clothes more than food.

I confess...

- I haven't been to the gym in a month.

- I have weighed myself everyday this week (normally only 1-2x a week) because I'm SSSOOO close to the century club!

- I get really irritated with some people's "holier than thou" preachy' date=' opinionated attitudes on this site which makes me not post for fear of judgment and ridicule. Why can't we just all get along???

- I'm really sad about getting rid of all of my clothes. All I see is wasted (because I have A LOT of clothes).

- I've only told a few clothes friends this... I plan on staying single during this journey so I can see what kind of "ass I can pull" and truly enjoy the attention I get! [/quote']

Hahahaha, that is hilarious. Handle your business.

Ok I wasn't gonna do it for fear of being judged but WTH here goes...

1) I have had some wine

2) I have had some chocolate.

3) I have started smoking again

4) I would kill for a Big Mac with extra sauce

5) I have had anxiety attacks post surgery.

I know, I know. All I can say is this is so much more than I anticipated. I am adjusting but this is a HUGE change. I didn't underestimate the commitment but I didn't fully realize the entire impact. I know I will succeed but obviously not without testing some limits.

Yes. Yes. And yes. I may be mourning my clothes more than food.

Seriously, me too! I cried when my husband took my "fat" clothes!