1. I confess that I think about food way more than I should.

2. I confess that I drink caffeinated coffee on occasion

3. I confess that I have sucked on a tiny peice of chocolate and let it melt in my mouth because I'm on soft foods

4. I confes that I have cried until I can't cry anymore about how much I miss my old eating habits

5. I confess that I secretly am angry when my husband eats a big plate of carbs and fat....

1. I confess I am addicted to this site!

2. I confess that being 33 lbs down I don't see much of a difference

3. I confess I have to remind myself that the last time I lost 33 pounds...well actually I can't remember!....I need to be patient.

4. I confess that I'm afraid I will over eat or start eating the wrong foods and fall back into bad habits

5. I'm terrified I won't lose all the weight I want to.

6. I confess I really enjoyed my 12 days off of

work and I'm having a hard time getting back in the work mindset.

I confess that I regularly have wine and coffee

I confess that I am not really confessing the above as my NUT says it is absolutely fine to have wine and coffee

I confess that I am becoming in love with my own reflection, I check myself out in every mirror and even check outmy reflections in shop windows

I confess that watching others eat now often makes me feel ill

I confess that I am scared of turning into a snob

I confess that I am scared of turning into a snob

I think UI have turned into a bit of a health food, anti-sugar, anti-processed food, make it yourself from scratch snob.

Yesterday my family went to a Chinese place and they were ordering family style. They ordered orange chicken, lo-mein noodles, fried rice, kung pao chicken, crispy fried beef and egg rolls.

I told them I would have to either order the scallops and asparagus or the shrimp and snow peas. I saw the slight roll of the eyes. None of them eat seafood BTW. I have to admit that I was astounded at their selections - the very worst on the menu health-wise.

Yeah, I'm officially a snob.

OMG! I thought that I was the only one that went to the dark side! I have become such snob when it comes to eating now. I even get angry at my hubby for making bad choices at dinner and not wanting to share. I can't help (actually I don't want too). yayyyyyyyyyy!

I'm very judgmental of what others eat now. Sitting at a buffet disgusts me.

^ that's not new, it started when I had my band & just never went away

I am relieved to read that I am not alone!

They say ex smokers become the worst anti smoking critics and snobs so perhaps it is the same for ex fatties?

I confess that as I'm getting rid of clothes ( when things are too big. I toss in a plastic bin next to dresser) there have been a few things with tags on.

I confess that I went in my hot tub before I was supposed to

I confess that I still drink a drink about once a week Cranberry vodka usually ( and usually half)

I confess that I weigh myself a lot. 2/ day usually

This is great....I am newly sleeved so my confessions feel silly but here they are

1. I confess that I get really mad at my husband when he is munching on pistachios

2. I confess that im scared that my body will not heal properly

3. I confess I dont understand how 2 oz of food 4 times a day will surfice

4. I confess that I dream about fried chicken

5. I confess that I am so proud of myself for making this decision in my life

6. I confess although I have some fears, that I am totally looking forward to this new jorney in my life

7. I confess I cant wait to see the first time I slip below 200 pounds

8. I confess that end the end I have the fear that I will not loose any weight and i would have done this all for not...but remember this is only my fear....it will not be my reality!!!!!!!

I'm very judgmental of what others eat now. Sitting at a buffet disgusts me.

I'm the same way now.

I'm on day 2 of my two week liquid pre-op diet and I was in an all day meeting at work where they brought in lunch. TORTURE. I ate 5 dry lettuce leaves and 3 chunks of chicken from the inside of a wrap.

Then 3 cups of chicken broth I brought from home.

:-/

I confess that I do compare my weight loss to others' on this site and get pissed off almost daily.

I confess that I bought a 4 pack of Moscato Rose this past weekend and drank them all in 2 days. (I'm still proud of myself though, because I used to buy the big bottles and have 3-4 glasses every day, before I had the surgery.)

I confess that I just cannot get motivated enough to exercise like I should.

I confess that I always look at myself when I pass a window at work because I can't believe how small I'm getting.

I confess that I still eat fast food a lot, I don't like to cook for only myself.

I confess I'm starting to wonder why I did this too myself.

I confess I don't like feeling sick after trying to eat just a tiny bit of tuna!

I confess I have never really been a down in feeling person but here latey I feel terrible

I confess I miss hanging out eating & drinking with friends.

I confess I'm so afraid of feeling sick that I don't eat much

I confess I confess I confess I confess I confess I confess! WHY!

I confess I'm starting to wonder why I did this too myself.

I confess I don't like feeling sick after trying to eat just a tiny bit of tuna!

I confess I have never really been a down in feeling person but here latey I feel terrible

I confess I miss hanging out eating & drinking with friends.

I confess I'm so afraid of feeling sick that I don't eat much

I confess I confess I confess I confess I confess I confess! WHY!

This post could have come from me a week or two ago. Every single day it gets a little better, I promise. Hang in there!