New here and so anxious

[mamakatx3 1]

Hello everyone. I just started my journey. I haven't yet spoken with a surgeon only have the referral.

Im scared to death. I know its common and everyone gets a little scared but as I picture myself going into surgery Im afraid I will chicken out.

I do have severe anxiety so that doesn't help. I know its not very likely I will not make it out and I have to do this or I will reach a early death. Im just about to be 37, 5ft 2, 255 pounds. I have been this weight since I had my first child 19 yrs ago.

Not only am I anxious about the surgery, I'm scared of the results. LOL... sounds ridiculous, I know. All I have really known is this weight. I know in my heart I will be so happy, but my head is running wild with thoughts of not knowing myself anymore. I dont handle change well, but I really want to be healthy. Counseling will help hopefully.

Im also a huge sugar addict and love carbs (hence why I am at this weight). Which I have learned will be a big no no if I want to be successful. Anyone else have things fears and hurdles?

[princessangie 6]

Hello everyone. I just started my journey. I haven't yet spoken with a surgeon only have the referral.

Im scared to death. I know its common and everyone gets a little scared but as I picture myself going into surgery Im afraid I will chicken out.

I do have severe anxiety so that doesn't help. I know its not very likely I will not make it out and I have to do this or I will reach a early death. Im just about to be 37, 5ft 2, 255 pounds. I have been this weight since I had my first child 19 yrs ago.

Not only am I anxious about the surgery, I'm scared of the results. LOL... sounds ridiculous, I know. All I have really known is this weight. I know in my heart I will be so happy, but my head is running wild with thoughts of not knowing myself anymore. I dont handle change well, but I really want to be healthy. Counseling will help hopefully.

Im also a huge sugar addict and love carbs (hence why I am at this weight). Which I have learned will be a big no no if I want to be successful. Anyone else have things fears and hurdles?

Hey mamakatx3...I am 38. I signed up Jan 5 2016. I will have my sleeve done in April 2016. You are going to do well. I've lost 20lbs so far on my diet. I'm so ready for the lifestyle change.

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[mamakatx3 1]

Congrats on your date. I will definitely follow your progress!

[GibbsGirl 483]

Absolutely all the same fears, even the fear of success. It's all normal. I just had to stay busy and keep my eye on the prize which was being able to see every football game and activity my son preformed in his senior year. It's all worth it I promise. My Doctor had me write down the top 10 reason for doing this and I look back on it even now.

[_Kate_ 2,224]

You will go through so many emotions over the next few months. Just remember it's normal, come here to vent and discuss and know that most go through the same feelings. You're not alone.

[Miss Mac 6,261]

Welcome to our normal. Here is a link that might encourage you.

http://www.bariatricpal.com/topic/219831-what-was-your-final-straw-that-broke-the-camels-back/page-129?hl=%2Bfinal+%2Bstraw#entry4094671

You have so much to look forward to when your health and quality of life improve. Are all changes bad? I remember when Dad bought our first microwave in the 1970's. Mom thought it would make her brain explode until she realized how much easier it made her life.

Yes, I have personally changed since my surgery. I have more confidence and don't take anyone's BS anymore. I realize my value and am more sympathetic towards people who have to rise above overwhelming circumstances. Plus, I know a whole lot more about nutrition.