Hello everyone. I just started my journey. I haven't yet spoken with a surgeon only have the referral.
Im scared to death. I know its common and everyone gets a little scared but as I picture myself going into surgery Im afraid I will chicken out.
I do have severe anxiety so that doesn't help. I know its not very likely I will not make it out and I have to do this or I will reach a early death. Im just about to be 37, 5ft 2, 255 pounds. I have been this weight since I had my first child 19 yrs ago.
Not only am I anxious about the surgery, I'm scared of the results. LOL... sounds ridiculous, I know. All I have really known is this weight. I know in my heart I will be so happy, but my head is running wild with thoughts of not knowing myself anymore. I dont handle change well, but I really want to be healthy. Counseling will help hopefully.
Im also a huge sugar addict and love carbs (hence why I am at this weight). Which I have learned will be a big no no if I want to be successful. Anyone else have things fears and hurdles?