I can't believe we're finally on the losers bench! Congrats to everyone on this side of the journey. Keep us updated with your progress.

Our April first peeps are Deana Wright, MissMeagan and Nella. Ladies, tell us everything!

So I have to vent in a funny way. I have a party to go to tonight. ( I will finally be able to post a then and now pic) and I'm seriously depressed about what's under the pounds I've shed (43 so far). I know it's crazy. And I probably just got so used to what was there before but nothing seems to look right anymore. It's so frustrating being in this in between stage. Makes me want a mozzarella stick sorry maybe that wasn't funny but I just had to get it out of my system.

Hi my name is Nicole and I'm frustrated that I'm getting my figure back

So I have to vent in a funny way. I have a party to go to tonight. ( I will finally be able to post a then and now pic) and I'm seriously depressed about what's under the pounds I've shed (43 so far). I know it's crazy. And I probably just got so used to what was there before but nothing seems to look right anymore. It's so frustrating being in this in between stage. Makes me want a mozzarella stick sorry maybe that wasn't funny but I just had to get it out of my system.

Hi my name is Nicole and I'm frustrated that I'm getting my figure back

Lol and congrats on the figure coming back ...we all go thru these weird feelings

HW 363lbs SD 4/16/13 CW 317lbs

Hubby leaves in the morning for a few days and my kiddo is still gone..I have a feeling I'm gonna be totally lost!! I've about decided to finally go through the closets while they are both gone and start getting rid of clothes. I'm excited for that but also a part of me still hangs on to fear..what if I don't lose enough?!? What if I gain it back and I've given my clothes away? I have the fear but I keep telling myself to not let it hamper moving forward that I have taken control and must keep control. Wonder if anyone else has been feeling this way?

Hubby leaves in the morning for a few days and my kiddo is still gone..I have a feeling I'm gonna be totally lost!! I've about decided to finally go through the closets while they are both gone and start getting rid of clothes. I'm excited for that but also a part of me still hangs on to fear..what if I don't lose enough?!? What if I gain it back and I've given my clothes away? I have the fear but I keep telling myself to not let it hamper moving forward that I have taken control and must keep control. Wonder if anyone else has been feeling this way?

Enjoy tge alone time ...I adore my daughter and hubby but days like today I'd love even an hour of alone time lol....I can't wait til I can get rid of clothes cuz they are too big...I'm down 49lbs and still same clothes just not tight like they were...I feel like I shiuldve gone down at least one size by now ugghhh

HW 363lbs SD 4/16/13 CW 314lbs

I have clothes from size 28 to 14/16 ...I'd be happy in an 18/20 right niw lol

HW 363lbs SD 4/16/13 CW 314lbs

Hubby leaves in the morning for a few days and my kiddo is still gone..I have a feeling I'm gonna be totally lost!! I've about decided to finally go through the closets while they are both gone and start getting rid of clothes. I'm excited for that but also a part of me still hangs on to fear..what if I don't lose enough?!? What if I gain it back and I've given my clothes away? I have the fear but I keep telling myself to not let it hamper moving forward that I have taken control and must keep control. Wonder if anyone else has been feeling this way?

I am doing the same thing! I went through my closet and jeans that I was trying to get into are too big! It is awesome, but scary too because the change has been so drastic that I am worried it won't last and then I will have yo shop for giant clothes again. My big clothes feel like my Woobie (security blanket). Lol!

I have clothes from size 28 to 14/16 ...I'd be happy in an 18/20 right niw lol

HW 363lbs SD 4/16/13 CW 314lbs

I started at a 30/32, the biggest size most plus size stores sell. I was pretty damn happy to try on and for Linda baggy into a 22 today. I am finally starting to be okay with shopping, it is crazy how awful it was to buy clothes before.

This is 2 months pre op and two months post

Op

This is 2 months pre op and two months post

Op

You look great!

HW 363lbs SD 4/16/13 CW 314lbs

This is 2 months pre op and two months post

Op

You look good

I am doing the same thing! I went through my closet and jeans that I was trying to get into are too big! It is awesome' date=' but scary too because the change has been so drastic that I am worried it won't last and then I will have yo shop for giant clothes again. My big clothes feel like my Woobie (security blanket). Lol![/quote']

Maybe that's what it is..my security

This is 2 months pre op and two months post

Op

You look so good! And super cute dress btw

HW 296 - SW 266.3 (4/1/13) - CW 219

You look so good! And super cute dress btw

HW 296 - SW 266.3 (4/1/13) - CW 219

Thanks everyone. Missmegan I got it from Ross for like 15 bucks. Thanks again

This is 2 months pre op and two months post

Op

I think you look beautiful and that dress look great on you.

I feel like crap. I am tired with nausea and no energy.

On the plus side i have lost 24 inches all over since surgery.

HW 255# surgerversary 04/29/13 cw 211#