nursemissy

So for bawling my eyes out for two and a half weeks. My husband came and got his stuff. So I am like screw this and posted my profile on a site. 6 people in less than 30 minutes. So I met this man for drinks. Lol water for me. And this man is amazing. I had forgotten how much love and attention I was missing.

I think somethings wrong with me. I don't crave food. When I do it it hurts my pouch or I just eat a few bites. I don't get all of my protein needs in daily. I am getting injections in my knee to advoid a knee replacement. 48 hours of doing nothing. 1. To help my body absorb the medicine 2) hurts like a bitch

Thank you!

I am done 68#. I am in a stall. I don't want to and don't eat. This husband with a girlfriend makes me not care if I eat or drink. I have this weird taste in my mouth. My hair is falling out.

How pretty

I have been off for awhile and miss everyone. The cheating husband is killing me. I feel fantastic. Im not working so I am home a lot. Alone. Sighs. On the bright side I am down 68#. Miss you all.

Thank you everyone for positive words. I went for my 3 month check up. I am down a total of 63#. I have a mental health appt coming up. She couldnt get me in till next week. Still getting alot of nice compliments from church. I feel sexy. I am wearing shirts 19 in junior department and size 16 pants too big.

This week has sucked. Found out my husband of ten years is cheating on me. I cant get on my rny talk app because the fuc**r blocked it. I havent exercised, slept or aye in 3 days. I am a wreck.

With the carafate and zantac i dont have the razor blade feeling in my pouch anymore. I still have no desire to eat. I could care less. I do nibble on vegetables from the garden. HW 255# surgerversary 04/29/13 cw 211#

I thought it was just me. It hurts to sit for long periods of time. Church kills me. HW 255# surgerversary 04/29/13 cw 199#