Me today

[No game 14,436]

Guess how I feel today...

A dollar for the first person that gets it right!!!

[Wags 549]

Guess how I feel today...

A dollar for the first person that gets it right!!!

Pissed??? (Cute shirt!)

[Melixxa 125]

skinny!

[Arts137 1,811]

sideways?

[No game 14,436]

Sideways! Haha! I hate when that happens..

Did I mention I'm about to go into my new car?

To pick up my son??

[Arts137 1,811]

WOOF!!! You saved a LOT of money by cutting out unhealthy snacking!!!!!

[DeezJeanz 1,065]

sideways?

Lol, cute!

[DeezJeanz 1,065]

Sideways! Haha! I hate when that happens..

Did I mention I'm about to go into my new car?

To pick up my son??

Me too, lol, esp when ur phone turns when ur trying to c the pic. Nice ride!

[ProudGrammy 8,322]

dollar for the first person that gets it right!!!

laura

where's my money???

not that there would have been anything wrong with it, but i thought..............

you were gonna say," how do i look?" - PREGGO!!!

cool car

kathy

[swimmom 124]

Congratulations!

[Wags 549]

Hullo!!!!! Didn't see the car pic the first time!!!

EXCITED MUCH?????!!!! :-)

[No game 14,436]

laura

where's my money???

not that there would have been anything wrong with it' date=' but i thought..............

you were gonna say," how do i look?" - PREGGO!!!

cool car

kathy[/quote']

PREGNANT??? LOL!

Missy, I am 47 years old, no more babies here

[deedadumble 1,033]

You look beautiful! Hope you feel that way too!

[soocalchic 1,087]

FABULOUS!!! Nice car btw I'm jelly..

[No game 14,436]

Nope you guys are all wrong... I have lost 70 something pounds I have ONLY 20 something to go, and I feel just as fat as the day I started this.

I know I can look at pictures of before and "see"

The difference but a lot of times I don't actually feel it or see it in the mirror.

Today that picture is of a 47 year old woman who stayed up until 2 am last night, by the way fighting food cravings from 9pm on. Woke up at 7am drank some coffee and grabbed some clothes laying around, threw her hair in a bun, no make up. To run out the door to pick up her son.

I took the picture because I feel like ****! I feel fat and gross (the same way I felt before)

I didn't even have to worry about "**** I have to leave the house what do I have that fits" ( out of my two pairs of 22 size pants)

I was able to grab anything. All the while, playing the "your fat" loop in my head.

There are days that I make this so hard on myself. Some days I think I've got this down, I'm on top of the world and think good girl look at you! But I must admit I have more moments of being hyper critical of myself.

I see all of your before and afters (or during) and I want to look like you.

I want to see myself, I try to see myself as being successful... But it escapes me sometimes.