So I had a pretty good day I went to the farmers market and bought lots of tidbits for a casual dinner tonight for the husband and kids. It's hot so I made a big platter with two different goat cheeses, smoked salmon, sun dried persimmons, French baguette slices, and orange slices. I had some too but not a lot.. Well fast forward an hour or so and they all want to eat again... I'm upstairs because they are playing Xbox and I dislike it. I'm at the point of the evening when the cravings get the worst and I'm battling with myself not to sneak downstairs and eat something bad.. They (husband and teen daughter) send the boy (who is 11 and the charmer) up to ask "please can you come down and make pork buns because we are hungry again" 0_o I really didn't want to face the kitchen again because I'm weak willed. so my son says "you know what mom I'll try and steam them myself" He runs down and tries but needs help so the evil video playing ones yell up that he's going to burn the house down. I ended up going and doing it myself (with his help) and opened the cupboard several times wanting something sweet, but I just looked and closed it up again. But I'm on edge! I'm serving up the buns and one breaks open so it not "perfect" looking anymore, I handed it to my husband and I swear he looks at me like "oh thanks" Well ladies and gentlemen, that's all it took! I threw the napkin at his face and I might of said something like f**k you... Ok I did!!! OMG I'm a mess!

I must say my husband is a great man who does a lot to make my life easy ( works so I can stay home, grocery shops etc) So he's not an ass (usually)

By the way they are downstairs laughing,playing and eating..

You look great. I so want to have jeans that are too big. Only two months till sleeve day!

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You look great. I so want to have jeans that are too big. Only two months till sleeve day!

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You will

I wish I had taken before pictures but I didn't.. Today trying on those pants were hilarious though. My husband just got home and I put them back on. He said "what the heck are those" lol we both couldn't believe I used to wear them. Hehehe

If I can do it, anyone can!! I mean it. look at all the hard days I've had I've been here whining and SLOWLY losing, f**king up crying wishing and all along its been happening right underneath my own nose... Sometimes you have to take a step back and how far you have come instead if looking at how far you have to go ( I know another tired old saying)

Ahhh there you go glasshopper....that's what I'm talking about.

You're not fat either...just sayn'

Black? hmmmm nice look.. .

Ahhh there you go glasshopper....that's what I'm talking about.

You're not fat either...just sayn'

Black? hmmmm nice look.. .

Today is good

Hehe... yeah the shot of the undies that's the best I could do holding those dam pants and the phone

Haha! Don't I remember those liquid diet days!

And thanks' date=' those first pants were a size 22 OMG

The new jeans are a 12! I'm still fat but not that fat anymore.

You know what? It's a tired old saying but...

If I can do it, anyone can!! I mean it. look at all the hard days I've had I've been here whining and SLOWLY losing, f**king up crying wishing and all along its been happening right underneath my own nose... Sometimes you have to take a step back and look how far you have come instead of looking at how far you have to go ( I know another tired old saying) [/quote']

So true!!! Love this!

Looking good in those jeans girl! When I get irritated I try on clothes and see what fits and what doesn't (too big)I can remember trying to squeeze my A**into a 14 at Anerican Eagle and being upset because they didn't fit and I had to go online to order their fat girl sized jeans and now I have 10s that are too big It is totally worth not being able to eat bread or rice or whatever anymore!

You're tiny!

You're tiny!

She is tiny.

I just saw her in the little bathing suit in the before and after thread!!

I think she meant you, Laura. "/ you're so small! You talk like you're a heifer, but you're so not.

Lol, I was talking about you Laura!

Lol I knew ya'll were talking about Laura.I think Laura is still seeing the old her and not the new mini Laura:)

Lol I knew ya'll were talking about Laura.I think Laura is still seeing the old her and not the new mini Laura:)

Haha I thought it was about you!

Because girl I did see that black one piece today

Looking good!

I think she meant you' date=' Laura. "/ you're so small! You talk like you're a heifer, but you're so not.[/quote']

Amy those first pants were a 22 do you hear me!!! I was huge not that long ago! You remember when I first came here I was wearing those !

Oh and girl I caught a good angle on the new pants pic. hehe....

Girl I'm going to dig up a picture but you better not laugh !!

Can you guys keep a secret??? After to talking to John up there I was walking past the hall upstairs and I have a growing pile of clothes that are meant to be thrown out. I pulled out from that pile a pair of pants that I wore before the surgery

And put them on:D I'm glad I didn't eat that stupid egg!! Then I put on my newest jeans after:D yes f**k that egg!

You are one skinny bee-aaarch. Stop your whineing mama you are gorgeous!!!!

Amy those first pants were a 22 do you hear me!!! I was huge not that long ago! You remember when I first came here I was wearing those !

Oh and girl I caught a good angle on the new pants pic. hehe....

Girl I'm going to dig up a picture but you better not laugh !!

You inspired me to do the same. I put on my 22s and walked in the living room like nothing was going on. My husband was like what the hell are you wearing?!? He never saw me that big! It was definitely a reality check for him haha! I'm a 16 now.