• Being short of breath
  
• Sweating…all of the time
  
• Constantly self-conscious
  
• Worrying about eating in front of others
  
• Being squished in an airplane, Angel Game, Concerts, etc.
  
• Worrying about fitting in rides at Disneyland
  
• Obsessing about food
  
• Physical pain; arms, shoulders, back, knees, etc.
  
• Going to the restroom more easily
  
• Wearing flats or ugly shoes because high heels are exhausting
  
• Missing out on life
  
• Comparing myself to every other woman
  
• Feeling lazy or tired all of the time
  
• Not being able to keep up
  
• Shopping at fat-kid stores
  
• Not fitting into CLOTHES!
  
• Hating my reflection in the mirror when I am naked, I literally cringe and look away
  
• Jiggly arms
  
• My legs rubbing together, holy rash
  
• Tugging at my clothes to hide the bells rolls
  
• Laying on the bed to button pants and then being in pain all day from sucking it in
  
• Bathing suits!
  
• People thinking “she has a great personality”….there’s more under there!
  
• Faking happiness
  
• Getting my hair as big as possible to off-set my double chins
  
• Not ever being in “the mood”
  
• Being the fat kid in the family
  
• Dreading people’s reaction when they are next to me on a plane
  
• Knocking over things because my ass has a mind of its own
  
• Long showers and needing a nap after them
  
• Sitting on my husband’s lap
  
• Not afraid to squish my husband
  
• Getting my back fat played like a wash board
  
• Children asking if I can even be tickled through all of that fat
  
• Looking at the “skinny’ clothes in my closet….loathe
  
• Having to return an outfit because the person thought I was a much smaller size
  
• Knowing that stepping on the scale means I’ll be eating a **** ton of ice cream and in a deep depression that night
  
• Pretending I know about nutrition when my doctors lecture
  
• Thinking if I just lost the weight, I’d be able to tackle the world
  
• Society assuming I am a lazy pig
  
• Not chasing my dreams of performing because the anxiety of being on display is crippling
  
• Being too big to zipline in Maui
  
• Being too big to horseback ride in Maui
  
• Being too out of breath to hike down to the blow hole
  
• Wearing tights and just dying to rip them off at the end of the day
  
• Never wearing shorts
  
• Wearing dresses to hide my figure
  
• Online dating and picture a great picture of my face, getting to the date only panicked because I know they will be disappointed with the rest of me
  
• Having to buy a circus tent to use as a bra
  
• My husband saying I have sleep apnea
  
• Being the one who would rather take the picture then be in the picture
  
• Breaking a glass table from sitting on it
  
• Not wrapping my arms around my husband
  
• Being able to balance, I swear my stomach throws me off balance
  
• Shopping in the maternity section when your coworkers pregnant sister has the same dress
  
• My cankles!
  
• Wide shoes
  
• Anything stretchy
  
• Someone asking where I got that cute shirt and lying because I don’t want to tell them a fat kid store
  
• BBW- I HATE the acronym for “big beautiful woman!”
  
• Never cutting my hair so it can hide my face and back fat
  
• Being the big bride
  
• Not crossing my legs…..because I can’t
  
• Sitting and using my belly as a table
  
• Doing everything I can to avoid bending over because let’s face it, it’s freakin’ hard to get back up
  
• Feeling miserably ill after eating too much
  
• Realizing I am more likely to miscarry when pregnant
  
• PCOS
  
• Wanting a baby so badly, but worried about the high risk pregnancy
  
• Stretch marks
  
• Feeling my stomach sitting on my lap when I sit down (my fanny pack)
  
• Ditching my high school reunion because I didn’t want to be the girl who gained 100 lbs. in 10 years
  
• My boobs crowding my throat
  
• My wedding ring never coming off because it keeps getting tighter
  
• Not being able to see my feet
  
• Not being able to give myself a pedicure without sweating and being short of breath!
  

[*]Being short of breath

[*]Sweating…all of the time

[*]Constantly self-conscious

[*]Worrying about eating in front of others

[*]Being squished in an airplane' date=' Angel Game, Concerts, etc.

[*']Worrying about fitting in rides at Disneyland

[*]Obsessing about food

[*]Physical pain; arms, shoulders, back, knees, etc.

[*]Going to the restroom more easily

[*]Wearing flats or ugly shoes because high heels are exhausting

[*]Missing out on life

[*]Comparing myself to every other woman

[*]Feeling lazy or tired all of the time

[*]Not being able to keep up

[*]Shopping at fat-kid stores

[*]Not fitting into CLOTHES!

[*]Hating my reflection in the mirror when I am naked, I literally cringe and look away

[*]Jiggly arms

[*]My legs rubbing together, holy rash

[*]Tugging at my clothes to hide the bells rolls

[*]Laying on the bed to button pants and then being in pain all day from sucking it in

[*]Bathing suits!

[*]People thinking “she has a great personality”….there’s more under there!

[*]Faking happiness

[*]Getting my hair as big as possible to off-set my double chins

[*]Not ever being in “the mood”

[*]Being the fat kid in the family

[*]Dreading people’s reaction when they are next to me on a plane

[*]Knocking over things because my ass has a mind of its own

[*]Long showers and needing a nap after them

[*]Sitting on my husband’s lap

[*]Not afraid to squish my husband

[*]Getting my back fat played like a wash board

[*]Children asking if I can even be tickled through all of that fat

[*]Looking at the “skinny’ clothes in my closet….loathe

[*]Having to return an outfit because the person thought I was a much smaller size

[*]Knowing that stepping on the scale means I’ll be eating a **** ton of ice cream and in a deep depression that night

[*]Pretending I know about nutrition when my doctors lecture

[*]Thinking if I just lost the weight, I’d be able to tackle the world

[*]Society assuming I am a lazy pig

[*]Not chasing my dreams of performing because the anxiety of being on display is crippling

[*]Being too big to zipline in Maui

[*]Being too big to horseback ride in Maui

[*]Being too out of breath to hike down to the blow hole

[*]Wearing tights and just dying to rip them off at the end of the day

[*]Never wearing shorts

[*]Wearing dresses to hide my figure

[*]Online dating and picture a great picture of my face, getting to the date only panicked because I know they will be disappointed with the rest of me

[*]Having to buy a circus tent to use as a bra

[*]My husband saying I have sleep apnea

[*]Being the one who would rather take the picture then be in the picture

[*]Breaking a glass table from sitting on it

[*]Not wrapping my arms around my husband

[*]Being able to balance, I swear my stomach throws me off balance

[*]Shopping in the maternity section when your coworkers pregnant sister has the same dress

[*]My cankles!

[*]Wide shoes

[*]Anything stretchy

[*]Someone asking where I got that cute shirt and lying because I don’t want to tell them a fat kid store

[*]BBW- I HATE the acronym for “big beautiful woman!”

[*]Never cutting my hair so it can hide my face and back fat

[*]Being the big bride

[*]Not crossing my legs…..because I can’t

[*]Sitting and using my belly as a table

[*]Doing everything I can to avoid bending over because let’s face it, it’s freakin’ hard to get back up

[*]Feeling miserably ill after eating too much

[*]Realizing I am more likely to miscarry when pregnant

[*]PCOS

[*]Wanting a baby so badly, but worried about the high risk pregnancy

[*]Stretch marks

[*]Feeling my stomach sitting on my lap when I sit down (my fanny pack)

[*]Ditching my high school reunion because I didn’t want to be the girl who gained 100 lbs. in 10 years

[*]My boobs crowding my throat

[*]My wedding ring never coming off because it keeps getting tighter

[*]Not being able to see my feet

[*]Not being able to give myself a pedicure without sweating and being short of breath!

Fave; not being able to cross my legs, bc I can't. I can not wait to do this! It's insane how much the little things count