Tomorrow is the big day for me. I am a little scared and more than just a little nervous. I am letting all of my past failures cloud my mind. While I was on cruise in the Bahamas this weekend, all I could think about was one day soon I am going to be able to wear a swim suit without that stupid little skirt on it. However, now that the surgery is tomorrow, I am thinking about the time spent on Weight Watchers, Jenny Craig, LA Weight Loss, Physicians Weight Loss, Dick Gregory's Bohemian Diet (my first diet), and the many, many times I have been on diet pills. I am thinking about my friend that had the surgery 3 years ago and has not lost a pound. I am thinking what makes me think I can do it when she didn't. I am praying for strength and guidance as I try once again to lose weight. I know its the devil trying to discourage me. I slept most of the day so I wouldn't have to suffer on this liquid pre surgery diet, however, I am awake, and the kids are home and my hubby bought Chinese food for the family. I got Egg Drop Soup (strained of course), and everyone else got well..I won't continue. Anyway, this is just nervous energy. Anyway, tomorrow is the big day. I am nervous and hungry.:eek:

Today is going to go very well for you. Good luck and God bless!

Congrats!!! God Bless!!!

Elbert Hubbard said

"Many people fail in life, not for lack of ability or brains or even courage but simply because they have never organized their energies around a goal."

You now will have a stong tool and a support system here so organize your energies around THIS goal which is to be healthier and lose weight with the lapband as a tool. Forget all the other attempts today is a new day for you and only you can determine your out come!!! Good Luck please check in when you can!!!

Everythng is going to work out .. don't let the pass predict your future. You will be succesful and you are going to be able to sport that awesome new gear on the next cruise. You have such a big support system here and just like it was said now a tool to help. Good Luck and keep us posted.

hi

im sure you will do great. this is the beginning of a healthier you.

I am sure that most of us can relate to your struggle with wl and your anxiety, but all of those things will make you stronger! Congrats!