I want something to eat so bad! I am not hungry, but I want FLAVOR and SUBSTANCE! What do y'all do to distract yourself?

I drink tea. I buy all the flavors I can find and then I sample them. It's not a slice of Hawaiian pizza, but it fits the bill for me.

I've read 11 books in 14 days lol. And I've walked on my treadmill for a very long time.

And I have another problem, I want my Bariatric surgery so bad, I'm starting to sound,like a plastic surgery junkie,you know them, they repeatedly,have surgeries trying to look and have the shape of Barbie Doll.,While Cloudburst is drinking enough tea to float,downstream and Nicoleea is reading " The fall and Decline of the Western World" as she walks, I'm on the floor, having a tantrum and shouting,"Slash me,,Please Please Slash Me!" Guess it all depends on your viewpoint, doesn't it??

I understand that feeling Frustr8. It took nearly a year for me to finally get the surgery done. So many hoops to jump through. And when you're exhausted and think you're done with it all, the Surgeon tells you there's more

And I have another problem, I want my Bariatric surgery so bad, I'm starting to sound,like a plastic surgery junkie,you know them, they repeatedly,have surgeries trying to look and have the shape of Barbie Doll.,While Cloudburst is drinking enough tea to float,downstream and Nicoleea is reading " The fall and Decline of the Western World" as she walks, I'm on the floor, having a tantrum and shouting,"Slash me,,Please Please Slash Me!" Guess it all depends on your viewpoint, doesn't it?[emoji20]

You know I know you’re struggle! My initial consultation was 10/12/2016 and my surgery wasn’t until 5/10/18!!!! It WILL happen! Just keep the faith!
Your friend,
The Lunar Puppy


HW: 311
SW: 255 VSG
CW: 252
First goal weight: 191 lbs
Second goal weight: 159 lbs
Goal weight: 142 lbs

5’6” 34 yo female in NC

Oh you are an absolute ? joys Keep the faith, keep healing!