I think I , going to be a bumbling wreck. As soon as my hush dis no longer by my side I think I'm going to have a nervous breakdown. This is what I'm worried about most. More than surgery or recovery. How did it go for you mentally? How log were you alone?

Even with the relaxing meds in pre-op that they gave me (which we amazing btw) I still started crying when they wheeled me away. Then I got to the operating room and had a full blown panic attack. It was really scary for me, I can't deny that. But this all happened in a span of like 4 minutes tops, if that. As soon as they saw that I was really freaking out they went ahead and gave me the anesthesia.