Hey guys.. I had a rough week. Two surgeries. The second was for a quickly formed stricture from a staple. Anyway, the pain, vomiting and fear of the second surgery made me do into a deep feeling. I was afraid I was being punished for vanity. Yes I said it. I did this to be healthy but there is the cry of the skinny jean too. Am I alone?

I know this sounds conceded but my goal weight is 140 lbs. I plan to be healthier sexy 140 pounder. Worm keep your chin up and planning for skinny jeans in your future is not a bad thing at all...that is an accomplishment.