Am trying to not be so obsessed but everything I do makes me think about the 14th. I've only recently decided this was right for me. I can't image how it must feel to wait forever for insurance companies. Guess that's the only perk of being a self pay. I'm sure I'm not the only obsessed one out there.

I'm self pay, and it's the only thing I think about too. It's a big decision. I try and stay relaxed about it, but in fact, I'm a bit nervous. I worry that my old habits will come back and sabotage my wt. loss.