I just found out that all my paper work was submitted to BCBS today, I was told it will take from 10 days to a month to find out one way or the other.. Now I can't focus on work or anything.... I just have this feeling I'm going to be denied. I've been working at this for 10 months now what with the considering, the research, the deciding and the 6 month supervised diet, etc. I've put all my hopes into this little tool to finally be able to get to where I can look on the outside the way I feel about myself on the inside.... I'm worried about what will happen if I get denied.... will I just binge and get even fatter?

I was given the general timeline of when my Dr would submit, and literally spent the next two weeks forcing myself to not think about or focus on it.

I am the same way right now, only i have to wait on my primary insurance to deny it so it can get submitted to secondary insurance which covers it im so nervous, i have cigna....just so ready to start my journey