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Tomorrow Is My Big Day
Any Questions I'll Be Glad To Answer
Pre-Surgery
Wow! Pretty Cool - A Blog
Two Weeks... Well Technically 13 Days!
Halloween Night
I'm A Walking Melting Wax Figure!
My Fears
Big head - okay this is sort of comical but yes, I don't want my already big "apple-ish" head to look like a bobble head. This is one of those things that logically seems stupid but in my mind seems like a real concern.
Questions - what happens when someone I haven't seen in years sees me and asks how I lost the weight? Will I tell them about my surgery, tell them I changed my diet and started exercising, heck change the subject? I wonder about that but guess this is one of those in the moment decisions based on who I'm talking to.
Shopping - will I go overboard now that I can afford cheaper clothes? I am already the shop until I drop type...what happens when it takes me longer to drop? Will I go overboard and thus broke? I'm sure my hubby won't let that happen, but still I wonder if I'll be one of those people who trade an addiction to food in for an addiction to shopping.
Socializing - I have a few friends who have struggled with their weight and thus we tend to have "active" social events. However, more of my friends live to eat and our events ALWAYS involve food. How will I handle these events as I'm working hard to lose the weight? Will I have to not attend or always show up early/late (way before/after the meal)?
Pain/complications/death - let me be frank...I am a pure punk don't handle pain well. My c-section took forever to heal and even 3 years after I still had pain when attempting to work out. Thus, I stopped really working out on a regular basis. What if this surgery feels like that? Or worse, what if I have the same limited mobility for months after this surgery that I had after my c-section and can't work out like my doctor wants? Or even worse, what if I do this and it takes me from my husband and children? This especially concerns me because I don't have any health problems other than the extra weight.
Going bald - (see big head above) I have very fine hair. The thought of my scalp showing is well "not hot" in my Tamar Braxton voice. I am of the mindset that hair grows back, but I would also like to keep my hair if possible. I go through great pains to make my hair look full and thick now, so with even less...well, that would be a real challenge.
What if all this doesn't work/last - I'm sure everyone has thought this at some point. I worry that I may be the only person in history for which this doesn't accomplish my goal. I have about 200 lbs to lose and I worry that I just won't make it to goal. I understand the goal is to be healthier but right now I have no health problems other than the extra weight. What if my goal of getting to onederland just doesn't happen?I realize when I look at my list that I have read in the forums at least one topic on each (maybe not the big head fear) of these and it feels good not to be alone. In reading one post a Sleeve Veteran said (paraphrasing here) that it is normal to wonder and fear the unknown about this surgery. That makes me feel better about taking this seriously and also lets me know I am committed enough to not let the not-so-glamorous parts of this surgery deter me.
It feels good to get these fears out in the open and to laugh at how silly some of these sound.
"psych"-Ed For Surgery
My Sleeve Realization
The Importance Of Knowing Your Natural Body Shape
Very little indentation at the waist (<10) inches
Well-proportioned upper and lower body
Hourglass Well-proportioned upper and lower body
Shoulders and hips almost the same size
Dramatic indentation (>10) inches at the waistline
Spoon (Pear Shape) Larger lower body and smaller upper body
Shoulders narrower than the hips
Tend to gain weight below your waist.
Cone (Apple Shape) Bigger on the top half of their bodies than on the bottom half.
Slim hips and legs
Tend to gain waist above the waist.
This is just a general overview of the basic body types. You can take your measurements and find tons of calculators online that will not only tell you your body shape, but give you amazing tips on how to dress for your shape so that you look great everyday. FYI I'm a (RULER) Do you know yours? Amanda Out!!!