Hi Guys,

One week from today I will be laying in the hospital recovering from my surgery. I am so scared. My biggest supporter, my boyfriend Terry has not been speaking to me because we had a falling out last week. My parents are coming with me for the procedure and my Mom keeps trying to talk me out of it and I am just so scared of my parents even being there. i wanted it to be Terry to be the one I saw when I woke up but now that has all changed. I feel like such a freak because my work mates don't know why I am having a surgery and I will be damned if I am going to tell them why. I feel like being fat is a cancer that I just can't shake and this is the final option, it has to work. I feel sick all the time, I developed neuropathy from being over weight (and inherited it) and my mental nerves are really effecting my physical ones.. What is going to happen to me? How much do you need to rely on other people for help when you first get home from the hospital? I know I will be there 2 days, but I live alone and cannot deal with my parents. I keep having neuropathy attacks and I know it's being set off by my skittish nature since me and Terry have been taking a break.. Anyone out there understand? I watched "The Biggest Looser" tonight and I feel like I am taking the easy way out, but everyone is different. I am very private about my weight. Thanks for listening.

Jen

You will bw fine just do all your shopping now. Get your shakes and stuff now. You will be stronger in the end. Screw everybody all you need is you.

You will bw fine just do all your shopping now. Get your shakes and stuff now. You will be stronger in the end. Screw everybody all you need is you.

Umm, you might want to check the date on her post, your advice may be a bit late.