Insecurity + binge eating = fighting non-stop with DH

I'm SO tired of this crap!! Anyone else lashing out at their hubby like I am?? Poor guy I'm surprised he comes home from work....

*sigh*

At least I finally had my last appointment with my nutritionist. I'm hoping that approval will be coming soon. I have to do something before I go insane...lol.

Girl - I was reading this and thought I could have wrote this. Wow! It was not about weight for him, but about how I treated sex. To be honest I didn't try to find pleasure in it because I couldn't get over thinking I'm fat and ugly. DH has always said how sexy I am, now he tells me I'm beautiful. I'm learning to love me again...

This is totally my issue...I am so uncomfortable having sex that the drive is completely gone. My DH is wonderful and never fails to tell me how great I am...it's my issue that's making me nutty.

It's amazing how hard we are on ourselves and how it can effect every aspect of our life.

I did it alot at first when I first got banded, my DH thought I was nuts. Estrogen is stored in the fat and as you lose it, it is released into your body, thus making you a little on the hormonal side. It will get better, hang in there.