Anyways, I know this isnt really relevant to anything on here, but I just have to get this out! When I first became pregnant I had a low sex-drive, I didnt really even want to consider doing the deed...But now its been like 2 months or so since the last time, and for the past week I have felt like a nymphomaniac!!! All I want is to do "it" lol!!! Its the strangest urge that I cant get rid of, I cant even sleep well at night!!! Its almost all I think about for some reason! Its so weird I went from nothing to everything in like one day!!! I guess part of it is coming from the fact, well the baby had to be made somehow lol! (monogamous relationship btw)...But even with him my drive wasnt very high....However its like its hitting me alllllllllll at once. I have offers lol But I wont act upon them because I dont need that added stress in my life right now...lol I dont even want a real relationship right now, I dont really want any kind of relationship with a guy other than just friends! But OMG! I cant fix this problem....

Thanks to you guys that read through that without going "EW!" And thanks for reading my off-topic post...

LOL Ive tried the freakin rabbit AND the bullet AND the mini bullet!!! It has nothing to do with an O. Its the connection so to speak. I like to be kissed and adored and worshipped in a way...maybe its just the attention lol! I should just post naked pics on the internet (KIDDING!!) Its more or less the feeling that Im wanted as a beautiful sexual creature. That Im desired...Maybe its because I NEVER got any attention (as far as getting hit on etc...) in school. I was always the "fat girl". So maybe its just psychological, maybe Im a nympho for different reasons...I realize this, I dont like to O its doesnt feel very good to me (dont get me wrong, every now and then its great) but for the most part I just want to know that I CAN please a man, that I am a real woman....And lets just face it, Im addicted to "the game" and Ive only lost once...but Im still playing and trust me, when Im done it will be 1:1 (I have a few secrets of my own after the case settles lol!) I just need to get back on the Prozac heard that would kill it lol

Oh Ive tried all the good ones out there, but the fact that I have to do it myself doesnt work because no matter what fantasy I imagine, it just goes straight back to the fact that Im a woman touching myself in that way, and im a little homophobic in a real way (not a denial way) lol! Im serious I freak out if another woman comes within so many inches of me, it really grosses me out for some reason

There's nothing homoerotic about it though. Women are supposed to nurture - especially themselves