Why do I feel suicidal ?

[Mucheca 8]

@Berry78 thank you for been supportive

[Berry78 4,261]

Try to get in with your primary care physician too. They can run some tests (bloodwork) to make sure there isn't a physical cause.

Hope you start feeling better soon!

[Mucheca 8]

@Berry78 did you have surgery?

[Aijan 55]

I really feel like the admin of this board should be stepping in here. Having suicidal thoughts is a big deal and needs to be dealt with immediately.

Mucheca, do you have anyone at your house you can tell these feelings to? Have you made a plan as to how you would kill yourself?

[mlbdl 86]

Please contact your surgeon's office ASAP and tell them what you told us. Another resource is:
https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

Also, here's a list of organizations. I'm not sure how updated it is, but maybe it will be helpful. You did the right thing by reaching out. Please let us know that you're ok.

http://suicideprevention.wikia.com/wiki/USA

[Berry78 4,261]

1 hour ago, Mucheca said:

@Berry78 did you have surgery?

Yes, I had a sleeve done in Mexico 10 weeks ago. I'm fortunate that I didn't have post op depression, but I have had post partum depression, and it sucks. I actually found a homeopathic remedy that helped with that. It is called Depressequel, though I'm not sure how easy it is to find anymore. It is nasty drops that you put under the tongue.

You aren't alone in this, and things WILL get better. Get out a piece of paper and pencil, and write down all the happy things you have done in your past, and all your hopes and dreams for the future. Focus your mind on the positive.

[Mucheca 8]

@Berry78 thank you . I'm my way to ER with my mother .

[kate_0329 30]

I was also sleeved on May 2nd and feel the same way.

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[Mucheca 8]

@Aijan thank u . On my to the ER . I need help

[Berry78 4,261]

I'm glad you are going to get some help. {Hugs}

[Mucheca 8]

@kate_0329 how you dealing with it ?

[kate_0329 30]

[mention=309184]kate_0329[/mention] how you dealing with it ?

I just started working again, so I'm hoping it's enough to distract myself

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[Mucheca 8]

@kate_0329 get help

[Please 188]

On 2017-05-29 at 11:48 AM, Mucheca said:

Had sleeve May 2 , 2017

why do I feel so suicidal? I'm so regretting this surgery.

Awe, don't worry....a lot of hormones are stored in our fat & when we loose weight, we get a little over emotional. It's a big life change, but a positive one! Once your rested up and eating/drinking all the recommneded Protein & fluids you'll feel better. Just think about what your regretting? Pigging out? Well that's what got you here in the 1st place, try and come to terms with the loss of food as a friend. Say hello to food as a healer, and choose well!

[Joann454 1,329]

So glad you're heading to the ER and that you reached out to your mom. Good job.