Sitting here crying. Why? I feel hurt. I'm a people person. I encourage everyone & I feel proud & happy with everyone having surgery & when a pound is lost it's a big celebration.

It's been a few months since I cry. Maybe I don't belong in this group. Maybe I wasnt fat enough to have WLS. I come so far & I have so many problems.

Sorry I'm going to think about my life. People don't understand how others struggle in life & this is the only thing that went my way. I don't get anything for free. I struggle every month with 2 checks per month to put food on my table to buy diapers. I have 8 diapers left I'm using bedding pad as diapers to make a stretch. I don't have it easy. Yeah I guess I got a quick fix in surgery that I still vomit every so often at almost 3 months. I have a wonderful life when I'm flat broke waiting for money to buy diapers.

Prayers and hugs for you. You can do this. You kids are so lucky to have a mom so dedicated. You are a fighter! Yes. Check into the lunch program. Some places even provided meals on weekends. I know some states have other programs for kids meals. I would ask. I know PA has WIC for the little tykes.

@mamiof3kids, life can be tough and you have handle it well don give up now we need you here. You have giving great advice and we really do appreciate you. I look forward to seeing your messages on the board. If you need anything just let me know. Just know we got you.

Thank you things have improve. Dealing with food stamps issues. Got it for a month & now they act as if they are doing me a favor. I got nothing this month going back & fourth. I just need it for a few months I'm trying to save money. After like 6 months I won't have to bother with it. I would have the money I need for surgery. My bills are almost paid for.