My insurance is making me wait six months before I can get the surgery, and I am going crazy with excitement. It's only been a month so far...I think I'm becoming obsessed with the thought of having this surgery. I constantly read about it online, I can't help but tell the people I know that I'm in the process of getting the surgery, and I can't stop looking at before and after pics of people who had the surgery. I just need to calm down but idk how, and I know my family is getting tired of me talking about. Is it just me or does anyone else feel the same way?

When I started, I did not want to wait either but, in the last few months I'm not minding it, I it's giving me the time I think I need to adjust to all the changes that is in store, going from eating anything I wanted too, to eating just what I need. I was also nervous to I would let my fears of the surgery take over and I would chicken out.