What Is Happening?

[Goodgonebad 38]

Okay, I had my surgery on Oct 2nd preop 265 current weight 210 life is great right? I HATE food! I feel odd. I cant eat like everyone food makes me sick literally. I hate food. People say I look sexy good yadda yadda but I feel fat as all heck! I am getting depressed. What the hell is happening? I am mad. Help!

[BeGuiled 36]

Goodgonebad,

sorry, I reread what you wrote, wow, maybe your taste for it will come back to you somewhat a little as time goes by, sorry, I thought you'd also wanted to lose more weight and that depressed you, hmmm, I would like to think some of it will apeal to me.

Edited December 1, 2012 by beguiledb4

[BeGuiled 36]

you'll eventualy get to where you want, hang in there

[Goodgonebad 38]

Goodgonebad' date='

sorry, I reread what you wrote, wow, maybe your taste for it will come back to you somewhat a little as time goes by, sorry, I thought you'd also wanted to lose more weight and that depressed you, hmmm, I would like to think some of it will apeal to me.[/quote']

Beguiledb4 I dont know why I am feeling so angry with food. I am a chief! I cook thats all I know is food but I cant even taste my food anymore because it ALL taste strange! How am I going to adjust?

[BeGuiled 36]

Oh, I see, I think that might frustrate me toward feeling angry the same. You gotta adjust, the best thing to do is know that it is you to decide what that means, trying to find what this and that is will also be your task I guess along with the weight loss and personal cooking you do for you. You should designate a taste tester friedndly relationship with some one in your kitchen too.

[Goodgonebad 38]

Thank you. I was sooooo frustrated : ( Thank you

[BeGuiled 36]

no problem, maybe you'll add something cool to recipes here some time, hope I see that if you do, stay cool, you can do it.

[Kmasden 14]

I know what you mean about hating food. I have my moments, most of them i really dislike food too...the pleasure it used to provide for me is gone. I had surgery oct. 17th, so not much different than you. I hear for some people the tastebuds do change, and even anesthesia, i think, can do that. But i do also think it can go away. For me, i think the biggest thing is the headtrip. I was an unconscious eater, food provided me so much comfort and was so delicious. Now, even if something is delicious, i've swallowed a few bites and don't feel well before i can really enjoy it....it's a waste to spend money on food, i still hope for variety yet one meal can last me days....i think it's just an adjustment period, right now, we can't eat much, and things have changed, and our "friend" is gone...it will take time for our heads to wrap around this, and it is a bit depressing in a way. Hang in there, and understand that your health and longevity are what's important here, you will have that long after your depression/disappointment ends...know what i mean?

[Goodgonebad 38]

I know what you mean about hating food. I have my moments' date=' most of them i really dislike food too...the pleasure it used to provide for me is gone. I had surgery oct. 17th, so not much different than you. I hear for some people the tastebuds do change, and even anesthesia, i think, can do that. But i do also think it can go away. For me, i think the biggest thing is the headtrip. I was an unconscious eater, food provided me so much comfort and was so delicious. Now, even if something is delicious, i've swallowed a few bites and don't feel well before i can really enjoy it....it's a waste to spend money on food, i still hope for variety yet one meal can last me days....i think it's just an adjustment period, right now, we can't eat much, and things have changed, and our "friend" is gone...it will take time for our heads to wrap around this, and it is a bit depressing in a way. Hang in there, and understand that your health and longevity are what's important here, you will have that long after your depression/disappointment ends...know what i mean?[/quote']

You got it!!! ; )