Guilt Of Whom? Me Or People

[sallynew 18]

what i feel is a guilt of whom?

is the guilt of people

who looking to the fatty people espacially girls as they are strange creatures

i heard alot of bad words from people iknow and i didnt know

oooh fatty girl, how could you let your self reach this size, you are like abox

many things

at all my life i was eating the same food of my friends i do the same activity

they maintain skinny and igain 25p per months

why me? ilook for my hormons it is always normal

so why?

and i do surgery and pay alot of my mam money but still lost averry little weight, and now the scale stopped

you know men is hatting me the fatty girl

im dreaming a man who will carry me between his hands or in his back but really who will carry all this fat hahahah his back will broken

im dreaming to wear dress without thinking my fats appear or not

i want to ride a bike and go on atrip

i want to ride ahorse but whats the horse guilt ti carry me

people look to the fat person as a bad one so lets punish him they dont know that he is already punished from the life oh people he cant find clothes easily

im admiring why me

same of other people same activity same hormons so why me

[Shoppingbeemom 31]

My mother always told me that there was a reason our family survived the potato famine. We store fat and use it sparingly. If anyone is like me, they will need to eat wiser, work out harder, and rest well. Your not alone. Best wishes

[Itsanewdaycassandra 45]

Sallynew

You are not alone in this struggle. Just try to stay focused and use the tool to help you as much as possible. It might take some time but you will get to your goal.