im sitting at the computer and caught my self in the mirror how disgusted ia m cant wait reinforced what I know marching forward Nov 17th cant wait to be sleeved!

I know exactly how you feel. I felt the same way. I would see pictures of myself and think who is that? I still felt like the young, healthy self I was before. I am slowly losing toward my goal and having to adapt to a new body to go along with my new outlook on life. You can do it. Just remember you've always been beautiful inside now the outside will just match.

Let me share this with you...

All those things, hopes dreams, expectations of what life will be like when you lose the weight....

Well, no matter how hard you try to keep the expectations real it is SOooOOo much better than all that!!!!! OMG. Wow!!!! I mean heck freakin yes!!!! You are gonna love life on this side!!!!

Be strong face your fears and charge forward too more than you even hope!

Pasquini!!!

OMG thanks so much I cant wait Had a melt down a few days ago trying to get the house organized with thanksgiving and xmas and the kids I almost threw hubby off the porch lol but I am learning how to breath and I cant wait I want this so so bad ! Thank you for your support!

Moving forward or right! It is so much better than anything I ever dreamed. It ha it hard moments, but trust me they fail in comparison to where Ur gonna end up!

Godspeed

I so appreciate it your words you look fabulous God bless you and your family and your inspiration is everything to me thank you I have been there I lost weight starving and I remember that feeling but its never lasting because when you are genetically or no matter ending u obese it always comes back and I am 47 and its so much harder I did it all phen phen shakes nutri system its a wrap you should be so proud ..The best to you and I appreciate your great words of encouragement and positive thoughts..You look fantastic your family must be so proud good for you !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cant wait 6 days to be on my way to feel healthy and look forward to living and not running from a glimpse of myself in a mirror its the worst way to live and its effected my family I am angry all the time because I hate what Ive become and its not fair to my family!