I'm supposed to be on liquids until Monday BUT today, for the first time, I cheated. My son was begging for Panera and I figured I'd get soup and have the broth. Good plan, right? Well somehow I also got half portion of a chicken salad and ate about 6-7 bites of it!!

BAD!! I had no problem with the food but I feel REALLY guilty and I feel like calling my surgeon and confessing everything! Lol

More concerning though, is my fear that my strong willpower is fading....

And there are always take out boxes!

Most of my decadent food went I to the take out box and the tossed it in the trash when the full reality set in( AFTER I left Panera, of course!)

It did not. It was just grilled chicken in a salad with great fresh veggies all chopped up. . It could have been worse ( like French fries and buffalo wings! Lol)

My resolve has returned and I will fight with the "want power" more aggressively!

I appreciate that no one actually yelled at me!

good as i hate pickles in my chicken salad...i know, you thought i was say something about you eating pickles HAHA

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Hahahaha! I've spent half the day wondering why I shouldn't have pickles and feeling sad because one of my first purée meals is going to be tuna with sweet relish!! Lol!