I just need to vent this morning. Usually I am pretty positive about things, but this morning I can't help my pathetic pity party. Beware!

I started this whole journey to get healthy and to give my son a sibling. I lost a lot of weight still losing...Everyone kept telling me be careful while you are losing you could get pregnant right away. Well, not the case for me. We still can't get pregnant. It is so frustrating. i'm eating healthy, taking Vitamins, exercising. I know i need to give it more time but I am just so tired of everything being difficult. I feel like I have to fight and struggle for everything in my life. It is just not fair and I am tired of it!!!

We went to see a fertility doctor this week. Tomorrow I go for an HSG test to see if my tubes are clear. I am so worried about this. I am just an emotional wreck and needed to vent and complain this morning. Please, please don't comment "at least you have one". I know I am incredibly lucky to have my son but it does not diminish the feelings I have.

Anyone ever have the HSG test done before? How long after you lost the bulk of your excess weight did you get pregnant?

was your thyroid level tested? the dr told me that if your thyroid is all out of wack that that could cause a miscarrage so the dr has me on synthroid had to take pregestone and next week hopefully starting clomid for the first time i have been trying to get pregnant for 6 years now it's why i had the band i have lost 106 lbs but still not any more fertile! Soo frustrating