I made it through the 6 month diet, all the other hassles and was approved. Now I cant do it. I think I havent tried enough diet and exercise to make the final leep.

I am going to contine with the monthly weigh ins, but not commit to the surgery. I managed to lose37lbs while exercising hard and eating a very tight diet, but I did do it. This was 3yrs ago. I have managed to keep all that weight off these years.

Just not ready to commit just yet.

I'm afraid of this everyday. I change my mind. I finally went to the seminar and am determined to see this through to the end...or at least to approval. I am still wrestling with it. That's why I come here everyday I see there is hope and realize that if I did come this far. I REALLY NEED to go ALL THE WAY.

Good luck with whatever you decide.