Well I just told my mother about the surgery i'm getting next week of course she freaked and made me so sad she's crying i'm crying i am very emotional now this is so hard i'm 41 and still feel like a little kid telling my mom shes such a wreck now but i felt I had to tell her after all she is my mother she has a right to know having so many mixed emotions I hope this is all worth it my ultimate goal is better health feeling better about myself and having new self esteem which I seriously lack always thinking everyone is better skinnier prettier so many emotions sorry to unload on you guys thanks for being there I love lbt thanks

My mother followed my into the surgery room saying, "I have such a bad feeling about this!" and when I would try to educate her about the procedure she would say, "I just don't want to know...it just makes me more worried." My mother is a pesimist by nature...so I'm suprised she wasn't more negative.