I knew this would come, but I'm just so hungry for real food again. Specifically, I'm missing my favorite foods, most of which I may never get to have again because they're "sticking" foods. Much of the time I'm fine, I don't think about food to this degree, but this afternoon I took a nap and instead of getting up when I woke up, I just sat awake and tried to remember how my favorite foods tasted. I think I'm obsessed with tasting food to the point where I've thought about trying a bite of something and spitting it out. This is where my addiction to food comes in, I know.

There's nothing to be done, really, I just wanted to talk it. I decided to fight the feeling by exercising, which I'm about to do. I know, yay, go me. But the feeling is there and for the first time, I'm sad... like I'm in mourning.

Edited August 4, 200818 yr by zillyanne

The post op mtg is the second Tuesday of the month in the waiting room, but I just remembered that they said you have to call in advance and put your name down. I think its at 7, I have to check my paper work. They also have a new Wednesday afternoon post op mtg that I think meets at 1 or 2 in the Drs lounge by the cafeteria. I wanted to go to the one this upcoming Tuesday but I have prearranged plans that night so I will try to make the one at the end of the month.