<p>so monday-the 24-i start my 10 day pre-op liquid diet. i am so excited. i cant believe its so close! finally, a real answer to this problem i have had for my entire life. i cant wait. but i am starting to get nervous. what will i look like thin? what if i still hate me when i am thin? what will my dh think? family? friends? i am not telling anyone, how will i handle the questions? will there be questions? will people even notice? omg, what if nobody notices? what will it be like? will i lose fast? sorry...and these are just a few of whats runnin through my head!</p> <p> </p> <p> how are you all feeling?</p>

I'm having my surgery on the 5th and I have the same fears. I'm nervous. But I don't have to do a pre-op diet, I just came back from my pre-op exam with my surgeon. Won't see him again until the day of surgery......this is really gonna happen!!!

Girl, all KINDS of thoughts runnin' through our heads. Don't worry what others think. This decision is about YOU. Love yourself, thick or thin, you are still the same wonderful person. And believe me, people will notice.