just a lot of grief

[lsereno 2,525]

CJ, I am thinking of you. One of the things I'm grateful for is sharing this forum with you. Take care of yourself.

Lynda

[carstanger 346]

Cowgirl.. Thinking of you. Take one day at a time and take care of yourself!!

[feedyoureye 3,087]

My moms memorial was last weekend. The food really wants to be my best friend right now. I am working to write everything I eat down, and keep up with my stress relief exercise and getting out into nature. I am bouncing around 1-4 pounds above my "official goal bounce range" and really don't want that to become the new me. Its not so out of control, but the stress and sadness do lead to less than optimal choices... eating out with relatives, eating on the run.... I know it can and will change with time... Im just trying to keep my eyes open to what I am doing, and not go into ostrich head in the sand mode which leads to weight gain every time.

[VSGAnn2014 12,992]

CGJ,

Although I only know you online, your posts have been a friendly lamp in the dark for me for a long time.

Rather than mutter much more, I hope you know that your contributions to many people have earned you return support here through the digital ether. And I hope our support and regard for you can help light up some of dark where you are.

Ann

[CowgirlJane 14,259]

Funeral '#2 was today. The love and support from my imaginary Internet friends means so much to me. THANK YOU!

[Oregondaisy 2,020]

Hey, I am not an imaginary friend! I would love to meet you if you ever make it out of Seattle, down to Portland!

[moonlitestarbrite 902]

i have been online friends with a few women for 10 or more years. some of them i love dearly. i get real support from them that is very meaningful to me. ????

[Fluffnomore 1,235]

I call my online friends my imaginary friends too. But they are just as dear (and in some cases more dear!) than many of my IRL friends.

[MichiganChic 3,262]

CGJ, I am so sorry for your many losses. It is so much to bear at once, just know my thoughts and prayers are with you, supporting you as you care for yourself during this difficult time. xo

[LindafromFlorida 1,542]

Prayers today, for everyone going through suffering and loss. I have healed quite a lot from loss, but I know when it is happening to you it is a raw and horrible pain, causing much suffering. May God Bless and quiet your soul during this process.

[Texasmeg 568]

Cowgirl,

I'm so sorry for your losses and am glad that you can share your grief here. My thoughts are with you as you struggle with the grief and maintaining your transformation. Take care.