I am looking forward to my surgery very much after this weekend. Had to go grocery shopping with family yesterday and as usual my back really hurt. It was worse yesterday than usual and after only about 10 minutes of walking through walmart my back was hurting so badly. By the time we checked out the need to sit and rest was so bad I was shaking. Then after we get into the car my sister needed the baby wipes which happened to be under my feet.... as you all know bending over like that is a real pain. So that was awful and rather embarassing.

This morning I'm dealing with some reflux. The urge to throw up is so intense I would call in (or at least go in later) but due to needing time off for surgery soon I really can't do that. I just feel awful this morning.

I can't wait till these issues are things of the past. Plus as usual I'm tired and just want to go back to sleep. Never seem to be able to get well rested.

I hope your day gets better !! Please stay positive, stay focused you will get there !!!