October 23Rd

[melonpie05 99]

Omg today is a week away until I have surgery no pre op diet so I am eating so much until Monday they want just light eating so I don't have bm right after surgery and on top of about to have surgery me and fiancé broke things off and I'm moving out Saturday so def a lot of emotions but its ok I have a great family there for me everyone day a little prayer Tuesday for me thanks and love my rny family ill keep u guys updated

[cookier224 238]

Omg today is a week away until I have surgery no pre op diet so I am eating so much until Monday they want just light eating so I don't have bm right after surgery and on top of about to have surgery me and fiancé broke things off and I'm moving out Saturday so def a lot of emotions but its ok I have a great family there for me everyone day a little prayer Tuesday for me thanks and love my rny family ill keep u guys updated

I ate a lot before my surgery. Sorry to hear about your break up.

[melonpie05 99]

Thanks it was never a healthy realtionship we have a three year old so we tried to work it out as long as we could but cheating just got worse with him so I decided last week it was best I leave now out with old end with the new I'm very ready for this life changing experience

[Cheryl Barfoot 69]

good for you!!!

[ladyspl 161]

Out with the old you and in with the new happier you!

[melonpie05 99]

Yes much happier and soon to be healthier we were together for 5 years he supported us very well and I think that's y I stayed so long scared of the unknown and financial afraid as well but I kept trying to fix him and blamed myself for the wrong he did like i wasn't doing my job that he had to go elsewhere when in reality I can't fix him and I'm done trying its exhausting and honestly I'm only 21 I am day by day learning to love myself and working harder to be a better mom and wanna give my son the best life and opportunity to be a wonderful person he is my reason I wanna change and what better reason