Disgusted By Others Eating

[GeauxForIt 659]

Jenn, I apologize for my post. I am not yet sleeved (shooting for 10/9) and I took your comments personally. I responded in the wrong mindset and shouldn't have called you out like that. I'm still new here, still going crazy waiting for insurance approval and am admittedly emotionally amped up.

I guess I felt defensive bc I'm still struggling mightily not to eat poorly and too much. It's silly of me to getting my feelings hurt over something that was obviously not an attack on me!

Again, I'm sorry if I made you feel bad. :/

[PdxMan 4,292]

GeauxForIt

I am disgusted by others because I see how I was. I have not forgotten.

When you all sit down to eat with others which I assume you have to do at some point, you can't tell me you don't notice what others eat and how much and how fast. t doesn't make me hate them but I am hyper sensitive to choices they make.

I've been avoiding this thread for fear of being mis-judged by my comments. But this summarizes it for me, too.

The person eating doesn't disgust me, it is more the over-eating which I participated in, too. The mindset that this is "totally normal". I remember my own participation and it has taken being sleeved to become an objective bystander ... to watch from the outside at the two different portion sizes. I used to think the huge portions were what I needed to survive, and then I look down at the portion I am eating and am amazed at the difference.

If I am judging anyone, I am judging myself. Wow! I used to eat like that and think it was normal.

[tovanta 49]

You are a judgmental, passive aggressive little dart thrower. Everyone of your posts start out with some message of how we are all in this together, and then you proceed to tear down those whose opinions you dont agree with. You say you want to leave it alone, but then you won't. You keep throwing gas on the fire, passing judgement on all those who post here but at the same time condemning them for passing judgement. Why are you so bothered about what bothers other people? You are no better than anyone here, except at being hypocritical. At that you are a gold medal winner.

I am going through my post and only once did I personally respond to someone,

So who are you to become judge and jury of my thoughts. I have the right to agree or disagree with whomever I choose....HOWEVER..I have not personally attacked anyone's personality or call them out of their name, I questioned the thoughts of watching another person enjoy their.....

BUT SINCE YOU WANT TO CONFRONT ME PERSONALITY....I refused to give you the time of day....your sir are not worth my energy level....But thank you for sharing such lovely thought processes