Ugh! It is official,,,I have gained back 30 of my lost pounds...I have been working to get my band refilled to a good restriction and apparently I need a little more. I don't know what my obsession with food is lately but I'm back in the mindset of waking up and promising not to make bad choices or eat too much and by the end of the night...boom I did it again. I was hoping to be able to use self control and not have so much in my band, but I guess that's not going to work..I was so happy when I got to shop on the regular side of the store and dang it I want to stay there! I am still proud that I don't weigh 314 any more but I was down to 170 and I am out of onderland today at 207! So here is my public confession of my struggles..headed back on the 14th to get a fill!

Ugh! It is official,,,I have gained back 30 of my lost pounds...I have been working to get my band refilled to a good restriction and apparently I need a little more. I don't know what my obsession with food is lately but I'm back in the mindset of waking up and promising not to make bad choices or eat too much and by the end of the night...boom I did it again. I was hoping to be able to use self control and not have so much in my band, but I guess that's not going to work..I was so happy when I got to shop on the regular side of the store and dang it I want to stay there! I am still proud that I don't weigh 314 any more but I was down to 170 and I am out of onderland today at 207! So here is my public confession of my struggles..headed back on the 14th to get a fill!

was hoping to be able to use self control and not have so much in my band' date=' but I guess that's not going to work..[/quote']

But that defeats the whole purpose of getting the band.... You get it, to get it filled, so you CAN use self control.

was hoping to be able to use self control and not have so much in my band' date=' but I guess that's not going to work..[/quote']

But that defeats the whole purpose of getting the band.... You get it, to get it filled, so you CAN use self control.

That is so true hotbutterfly! On the 14th I hope they fill me up!

Let us know how it goes

Nice job! Congrats on the awesome weight loss. I had got down to 215 then slowly lost control, fell back to bad habits and gained back 12. So I hear you and we just need to get our heads back into the game. I just put put a pair of jeans out in view , that I want to get back into to keep my goal focused. Good luck to you.

Thank you Lu! It is easy to let those bad habits creep up. My goal this week is no snacking after school. That is the worst time for me. Hopefully my fill next Monday will help my get back on track! Good luck to you too! Let me know how it's going!

Me too! The time between getting home from work and dinner time. Usually not real hunger but bored, the old habit of eating when I get home. I am now trying water first, having chores or errands. If really a hunger I'm only making me a half of protein drink.