I'm soooo excited to get banded on Monday!

But I find myself freaking myself out about it. Like morbid thoughts :/ I keep thinking that something is gonna go wrong and I'm not gonna make it for some crazy reason!

Also, I've been thinking about my incisions ripping open. Ive been having dreams that I wake up and blood is everywhere. So I'm freaking out that I'm gonna rip them open somehow.

My mom has had her lap band for years and she keeps telling me that it's not going to happen and everything will be fine.

Am I weird for having these thoughts?!

I want this band SO band. I just wish my thoughts were right!

I think your thoughts are completely normal. Everything will be okay.

hm.....those are some weird dreams and here i was thinking me being in the twilght zone tv was weird for a dream...you are gonna do 100% fine....unless your dr is operating on you in the garage, i think you will come through with flying colors...how exciting for you....congrats to you