Okay, so I had to come home from school today because I am SOOOOOOOOO SICK! Im really nausiated and dizzy. I havent really been able to eat very much in about a month, but Ive had this fill for like 2 months? It wasnt a problem until about January. Im barely eating anything, BUT IM NOT LOSING WEIGHT! The most Ive eaten allllllllllllllllllllll month is like the meat and cheese out of 2 quesadillas from Chilis! I dont mind it, it just gets "stuck" and I get really sick and my chest hurts soooooooooooo bad, then I burp and Im better, but I cant hardly breath. One night I threw up my chinese food, then I went back to the same restaurant, didnt eat any of the same stuff that I ate the time b4 that and threw up again (it felt like I was having a heart attack or something because my body went all numb and achy.) Then I ate something friday night, fish I think, with ketchup and threw it back up. Ive narrowed down the problem tho! I THINK ITS THE KETCHUP! Cuz if I eat anything that has ketchup I get SICK! Like BBQ sauce, ketchup itself, burger patty with it, or whatever else goes with ketchup, it come back up! Right now I NEED to eat but feel so sick to my stomach that I dunno if I can. Im eating all the protein I can, but my hair is still falling out in clumps, and the worse part of all of this AGAIN is IM NOT LOSING ANY WEIGHT! I drink a slimfast for breakfast, have a little something for lunch (like 3-5 bites of beef mandarin or some kind of beef) and then for supper I take like 6 bites MAYBE and Im done, Im not full, its stuck! HURTS SO BAD I dont want anything else. Im sleepy ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLl the time, and just overall feel weird, I wanted a little tighter fill B4 prom, but I guess it doesnt matter if Im not losing any weight does it? Besides that I would like to have hair for prom! I dunno, Im making an appointment to see the Doctor either for this week or next week, whenever I can get in, but right now I dont feel well AT ALL!

Keep us updated Jodie! I'm worried about you!

I went and had an unfill today, it was a little torturous since I have been sick to my tummy so I was woosy. The poor nurse that took it out didnt know I had a low-profile port (I didnt myself) so the more she tried to hit it the sicker I felt and she and I both thought I was gonna throw-up on her so I did good not to do so. I got some bad news today, I found out my ex-bf had been dating another girl (a skinny one no doubt) I CANT WAIT TILL THIS WHOLE WEIGHTLOSS THING IS DOWN WHERE I WANT IT! But Im doing good with that since I myself have been out there looking for a new man, so its not that big of a deal, just a little dampening, Im more concerned about feeling better than his sorry life its just a feeling ya know? Anyways, I hope I never have an unfill again because it just felt plain weird. Thanks yall for all your help and support, its good to talk to others who have went through the same stuff.........