MicheleK

Thank God it comes back. I've noticed the last several months my sex drive has disappeared. I used to be the "horny" one and pretty much kept my DH worn out....now I have close to no interest in sex. I know it's due to all the insecurities about my body. :smile: I can't wait til it comes back :frown:

Not yet it seems. I'm not on a binge, but I'm still a raving mass of insecure loser-ness. I seem to want to make my DH as miserable as possible...he's handling it well this afternoon. He's trimming trees in 95 degree heat to get away from me. I took a nap and feel somewhat better. Thanks for the hugs Froggi

Vicious circle anyone?? insecure, eat, gain weight, more insecure, pick fight with DH, eat, gain weight, more insecure... It's been a crappy couple of days. :mad::thumbup::mad::smile2::mad:

I'm slowly trying to get used to it so I won't be shocked when I start my 2 weeks (waiting on a call for psych visit so I can submit for approval). Yes, the higher my protein the lower my hunger, so far anyway. :thumbup: There's no way I'm not shrinking this liver, I can't imagine waking up from surgery and being told that my band wasn't placed. My heart really hurts for pnutsmom....

Wow you've been through hell! I'm glad it all worked out in the end, I know how frustrating it can be with doctor's offices and docs in general. My PCP is awesome and 100% behind me having the band (she had one done a year ago), but her office staff is awful...forgetful, loses stuff etc. I'm SO happy for you PB!

Insecurity + binge eating = fighting non-stop with DH I'm SO tired of this crap!! Anyone else lashing out at their hubby like I am?? Poor guy I'm surprised he comes home from work.... *sigh* At least I finally had my last appointment with my nutritionist. I'm hoping that approval will be coming soon. I have to do something before I go insane...lol.

Wow, that's so disappointing!! I'm so sorry that happened. However, I'm glad they didn't insert the band if it could possibly be dangerous. I would shop around and see what other doc's require, I know my doc does a 2wk high Protein diet to shrink the liver, what kind of pre-op were you on? I'll be thinking about you, either way you WILL get this done! :thumbup: Hang in there!!!

Thank you for the words of support!! It's nice to be able to complain and have other people understand what you're going through. I have a dr's appt on Wednesday...so I hope I can get some answers. You guys are the best!! :tt1:

Grats on your confirmed July date. I'm looking at July as well for my surgery as my 3 month diet plan (insurance required) will be over at the end of this month! YAY for July Bandsters!!!

Oh, God it's been a horrid month... First, my mother has some kind of colon infection that causes ulcers (Colitus (sp)). We find out because a few weeks ago she decides to pass out and vomit all over her bedroom (she lives with DH & I, she has severe osteo-arthritus). Anyway, I call the ambulance and her BP is 40/20...she almost DIES in the emergency room (she became septic). After 3 days in ICU she finally recovers, is in the hospital about 10days and now is home resting and recovering. I'm thrilled she's alive, too bad nobody can enjoy her recovery. Her back is very bad with bulging disks etc. about once every 3 years she has injections in her back that helps her deal with the pain. She is VERY overdue for them but missed her last appt because she was in the hospital. We've rescheduled but it's basically been me playing caregiver because she can hardly get out of bed. Not being mean here, I love my mother but it's taking it's toll on me, mainly because I'm having an issue myself...(TMI Incoming) For the last month I've had one HUGE, HORRIBLE period...just out of the blue. I'll slow down for a day or two then BAM heavy bleeding, clots etc. I'm really worried...but, everytime I make an appt to see my doctor something happens and I have to be home with my mother. I'm about ready to scream..... I feel sick and miserable ALL THE TIME. I've NEVER had periods like this, EVER. My emotions are all screwed up and my body is SCREAMING for all this to stop. My mother finally has her appt on Tuesday, and maybe just MAYBE I can find out what the hell is my problem on Wednesday. Sorry guys, just venting but I feel like I'm going to EXPLODE from all this. I'm so miserable and depressed....on top of that we've pretty much burned through all our savings (I've been out of work) and now that I'm so close to surgery time, I don't want to return to work because I'll just have to take off in another month or so for surgery stuff. (besides my mother is a FULL TIME JOB) So, in addition to everything, money is getting tighter by the minute. AHHHHHHHHH *CRY*

You folks will do anything to get out of doing taxes! :tongue: Seriously, grats to each of you. As someone starting the journey to getting banded (and a little scared of surgery), it helps a lot to read how amazing you guys are doing! WTG! :biggrin:

Thanks for your post. As I move closer to submitting paperwork to my insurance company, I enjoy reading info on how different people feel/and deal with post-op issues. Grats on your new band

Wow Becky, you rock

You fail at multiple accounts.

LOL!!!! :thumbup::thumbup:

Cerrin, you can do this...you WILL do this!! Keep your chin up, celebrate how far you come, and don't be too hard on yourself. This isn't an easy journey for anyone. ((HUGS))

Not yet, on the last month of my 90 day pre-approval diet. I'm almost there...I can't wait to begin my journey!! :thumbup:

Same thing happened to me, when I attended my first seminar I felt like I was attending a sales meeting. No thanks, I walked away and found another surgeon....guess how much I pay out of pocket?? NOTHING (with the exception of co-pays) IMO, if you feel uneasy...get out. It's not worth the hassle.

OMG the list is SO LONG: 1. Causing fights with my DH based solely on my own insecurities. 2. avoiding sex because I'm so embarassed of my body 3. HEAVY periods 4. being out of breath from walking only a short distance 5. not wanting to leave the house because I'm scared someone will say something mean 6. trying to find something in my closet that fits 7. trying on stacks of clothes while shopping only to find out none of them fit 8. dreading social events 9. okay..this one is gross...under the belly sweating 10. fearing ill never have a child 11. fearing im going to die all the time cuz of my weight 12. letting my housework go because I'm so lazy I can't get up and do it Plus everything everyone else said!

I'm so sorry you had to go through that nightmare!! Thank goodness you were able to get your money back, and you're going to be okay. Are you going to opt for other WLS?

I'm sorry you're having a rough time Cerrin. :confused: I'm not banded yet, but I think you're in that bandster hell phase I read so much about. Hang in there you can do this!

I'm scared too Shannongetsslim. I've never had surgery and I hate needles...so I'll bet this will be a hoot, lol. It's okay, we'll make it!! Just like all the brave souls before us. :confused:

You guys are kickin butt! Grats on your success, I can't wait to get done with this stupid 90 day pre-approval diet so I can join you in this wonderful journey.

Not going to look into attempting to get preg until I'm banded and have lost a considerable about of weight (currently doing 90 pre-approval diet for insurance). My symptoms included, adult acne, facial hair, horrid weight gain, HEAVY periods, depression and lack of energy. I guess I'll tell my PCP im interested in looking into being tested for it. Just wasn't sure if it was done with a PAP or a blood test or ultrasound.. Thanks for the reply :biggrin:

I've been reading a lot about PCOS lately since a friend of mine was diagnosed. We have similar symptoms and I'm wondering if I might have it as well. I see my PCP next week and was wondering what tests are required to check for PCOS? If anyone could inform that would be great :biggrin: Thanks!