Today I had my pre-op appointment with my surgeon where I was cleared for surgery. I will have to start my liquid diet tomorrow! Not so excited about that! Haha So, today was my farewell to food day, in the sense that I will no longer be eating the way I have been accustomed to my whole life before starting this journey. I had dreams of cupcakes, ice cream, steak, cheeseburgers, chips, cookies and all that garbage. But guess what happened? After all of these months of dieting and portion control, I only ate 1/4 of my steak, 1/3 of my potatoes and small side salad; pushing the croutons to the side. I stopped when I felt full!!!!!! I ate none of the other junk I had hoped to. Later I had a small ice cream cone and 1 small slice of my favorite pizza.... felt like crap all night. I hadn't realized just how far I have come and how bad I would feel. Motivation! I am so scared to have surgery, but I am so ready to take this next step and start this new life. I'm so glad I felt like crap! I know how good it feels to have control. Sent from my SM-N950U using BariatricPal mobile app