Tomorrow is my 4-month surgeversary, and since I usually don't do technology on Saturdays, I thought I'd write my update today.
Here's what I can now do that I couldn't right after surgery:
-Go out to eat and have grilled salmon
-Stop the post-surgery Prilosec
-Actually feel hunger
-Wean myself off of sugar substitutes
-Eat cooked fruit & veggies
-Cook more complex dishes for myself
-Eat some salad.
Here's what's different from before my surgery:
-All of my old clothes are way too big, so I have some new ones
-I was able to buy dress boots in a regular shoe store, not in a plus-size or wide-calf specialty place
-I can try on clothes in a store that are too big and have to go down a size
-I can see a tattoo on my hip that I hadn't been able to see easily for awhile
-I had to readjust the seat in my car because now I can get closer to the steering wheel if I want to
-I can sit more comfortably in the armchairs in my PTs office
Here's what I'm currently struggling with:
-I am incredibly happy to be losing weight fairly rapidly at this point, but I'm a little freaked out as I approach the 100lb loss mark. Why? Because I still have a lot more to go. And because it's weird to think about losing so much weight in less than a year.
-I find myself worrying about calories even though I almost never top 900, and get in all my protein. I can too easily slip into the mindset of trying to eat fewer and fewer calories, which in the past has led to a deprivation/binging cycle. I don't want to do that anymore.