Fed up

[carrielee 83]

So tired of this and fed up.

I’m back at the ER with chest pain, nausea, etc and severe headache.

My blood pressure is sky high again...169/118. I’m on multiple hyper tensives and keep having these hypertensive crisis.

I know it’s my body screaming for help. I just hope I haven’t delayed or put off working toward WLS for too long.

I’ve considered it for over a year and in that year I’ve gained nearly 50 pounds.

It’s time for change and it’s time for change now...I’m so scared of dying early like my mom.

[summerseeker 1,861]

I woke up one morning and knew I had to get this surgery too. Nothing else would work. I couldn't begin that diet again and then regain the pounds and the extra's that come with it. I am so glad I did it. You will be too

[carrielee 83]

29 minutes ago, summerseeker said:

I woke up one morning and knew I had to get this surgery too. Nothing else would work. I couldn't begin that diet again and then regain the pounds and the extra's that come with it. I am so glad I did it. You will be too

I can’t keep slowly killing myself. My PCP just last month told me I’m on more meds and see more specialists than most 70 years olds she sees, just to keep me barely alive...my mom died at 48 due to a massive heart attack weighing nearly 400 pounds...that’s my fate if I don’t change