Ugh.... im just complaining thats all..... Im not even Banded yet.. and Im complainging... hmmmm go figure... lol

So... Im here reading Post after Post... (gosh Im so feeling sorry for myself I know) And I see Tickers and Tockers.. and What people want to lose and How much they weigh and Im soooooo Down!!!! You all are GREAT I love you all, You have helped me with soooooo much i see 265 down to 160 280 down to 180 300 down 190.... Its GREAT!!! Why do I feel Like I will be a failer??? oh I know its just me and I being a big baby.. I need to be slaped LOL But really I think you all that have done so good...I need to lose more then 200lbs I feel I will fail... Im not feeling sorry about myself... you know "we" (over weight) no thats a no no... am I jelous,? am I envy?, I guess so.... UGH I want to crawl under a table and hide... Can peole with my height and weight do well with the Band??? I joined yahoo's Extrodanaorybanders... (sp) I havent been let in yet....

At 28 not even (MY GOAL) 140 is good enough... my 34yr old sister is 105lbs... why cant i be that.... Im so sorry im complaining and thanks for you all listening still.... I guess I am feeling sorry for my self... I got my paper work on the Diet stuff today.. and I think to myself.. well why coulnt i just buckle down and do this on my own? I guess i tried... 12 or more diets at the age of 28 thats a lot.... I guess the Band is a helpful guide to push the diet...

UGH... this is so hard... did you all go through this before getting banded.... Im so confussed... Im so hurt... Im so fat... Im so scared... Im so sad,.... I want to be where you all are at.... I cry and I cry... You all are such a great inspriation to me.... Thank You....

Just wanted to share what im going thourgh right now.... thats all... Thanks for listening

Trish, I have been banded and I still feel just like you do about seeing all those numbers going down. I was banded November 5 and I have only lost 6 pounds. How's that for failure? I cry all the time, too, but it sure hasn't helped. I think that you will do wonderfully when you get your band. Because of your larger size you will see those pounds start melting away at a breakneck speed. That will be some powerful motivation!!! Your going to do just fine. When do you get your band anyway?

Thats the thing... I dont even know now.. my Dr. was thinking in March, but the way things are going i really doubt that. I just got to take it one day at a time.

6lbs is still really good, Im sure you are losing for inches then anything. Thanks for the pep talk I cant wait to melt.. lol