I have literally fought, cried, prayed, and sought after WLS for 8 years. My first attempt was in 2006 and was denied because my insurance required 5 years of documented weight history (that I couldn't provide), plus a 6 month waiting period. After that I went on my own personal journey to lose the weight, and regained it of course. Then i attempted again in 2010 and paid for cobra for 6 months to only find that they had made a revision to my insurance after the new year, and no longer covered WLS. So finally after all of my attempts, and failed natural attempts at keeping the weight off, i received an approval from BCBS and have my surgery date of July 25th. I have so many mixed feelings, and unexpected fears. I start my pre-op diet on July 11th, but I started a PRE Pre-op diet just to get my mind adjusted. I'm just thankful after all of this time, i finally get the blessing of this surgery. I just wish i was a lot more excited than i actually am. I almost feel guilty that I'm not jumping for Joy? Anyone else with a similar experience?

I think that it's scary to know you're doing something so permanent and drastic. I'm 12 years post op. You'll be so glad you did it.

First of all, congratulations on your approval! I can only imagine the ups and downs you have been through over the years, and your mind might just still be in denial. You have been through a lot, you have obviously worked hard to get approved, so give yourself permission to jump for joy!! I'm only 3 months out of surgery, and feel amazing. You will do great!!