Ill be meeting w my surgeon tomorrow to discuss my date. I haven't been able to sleep all weekend. All I can think of is how wonderful my life is going to be, how many more activities ill be able to do with my children, how ill be able to cross my legs, fit comfortably in a booth, how I won't be the "biggest" in the room... The list goes on and on. The one thing that I'm having a struggle with is wondering how I will look as a small girl. I've been morbidly obese for years an at one point I was extremely comfortable in my own skin, but after having kids my body grew larger and the confidence just changed. I can't wait to find that confidence and self love that I once had. Will Monday hurry up already.

Hang in there. It will be great. I am 5 1/2 months out and down 103 lbs. I am now not the big girl and I can cross my legs! I have also lost a lot of butt. It is worth it. The new tool has given me a new relationship with food and I like it!

Thanks so much for sharing! Wow that's an amazing accomplishment. I cannot wait! I'm so excited to have similar stories. Ill be so proud to say I lost over 100 lbs.