I have been preparing for surgery Wednesday bought all my Vitamins, Protein drinks etc. And then I went through my closet and drawers. I threw away everything I hated and had to wear becuase it would fit. I threw away most of the black, stretchy, anything that wasnt my style but comprimised to wear because it fit.

Feels so liberating! It is mentally preparing me for success and the good road ahead. I actually got rid of 2 large trash bags.

I have been raising kids and accepting the fact that I am a mom and everyone else is first, I have been sleep deprived for 17 years..lol

I dont really buy my self anything nice to wear, instead I find my enjoyment in shopping for my family, making sure they have the nice things.

I used to take such pride in my appearance and now I just want to be invisible. Hence the no pic on my profile.

Not anymore.

Good luck Jacee! My surgery is Thursday. I am excited about getting rid of the big stuff and I have some very nice things I have not been able to wear I am excited to get into. So looking forward to getting rid of the "too big clothes" and not ever seeing them again. Needless to say I have been down before and gained it back but not this time. This time they are going and not coming back!!! Again, wish you well this week.