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My Vertical Sleeve Surgery 11/9/10



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My name is Esther. I am 45 and I have battled my weight since I was 7 years old. I was chubby as a child and I became addicted to sugar as a baby drinking a bottle of milk laced with corn Syrup ( doctor recommended). At 27 I became Type 2 Diabetic. By 30 I was Insulin Dependent. At 35 I caught a mysterious virus which gave me Congestive Heart Failure, permanently damaged both kidneys 65% and affected my vision. At age 36 I was blind for 6 months. At age 37 I went on Dialysis for 18 months. At age 39 I had a Kidney Transplant. All through these years of illness I tried diets, pills, hypnosis, psychotherapy, etc. NOTHING WORKED. In June of 2010 my Kidney Doctor told me I either lost weight or I might have a heart attack , stroke or worse. She recommended Bariatric Surgery. I started the process in July and it took 3 months of rigorous screenings to get a surgery date. I was told I needed to lose at least 10 lbs prior to surgery. I lost 13 lbs. On 11/9/10 I had Vertical Sleeve Surgery done. Two months later, I have lost a total of 50 lbs. According to the medical charts I should weigh 155lbs. I decided I would lose exactly half my "Before" body weight of 320 lbs. My goal is to lose 160lbs and weigh 160lbs. I weighed that 18 years ago at the age of 27 and I looked and felt great. It really isnt just about appearences for me. I want to live a healthy and happy life. I want to be able to buy clothes and enjoy wearing them. I want to live a long life surrounded by those I love. food was never my friend, I thought it was, but it really wasn't. I am seeing a very good therapist who is helping me deal with all the changes. I recommend everyone does that if they can. After surgery I had to allow myself to FEEL and experience life: good, bad, ugly. I no longer turn to food to deal with all emotions: stress, worries, sadness, joy, celebrations, boredom, etc.

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Welcome to VST Esther!!!!!!!!!!!!! Boy you had your share of medical issues! I am glad you were able to have the surgery and start on the path to a healthier you!

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    • Alisa_S

      On day 4 of the 2 week liquid pre-op diet. Surgery scheduled for June 11th.
      Soooo I am coming to a realization
      of something and I'm not sure what to do about it. For years the only thing I've enjoyed is eating. We rarely do anything or go anywhere and if we do it always includes food. Family comes over? Big family dinner! Go camping? Food! Take a short ride or trip? Food! Holiday? Food! Go out of town for a Dr appointment? Food! When we go to a new town we don't look for any attractions, we look for restaurants we haven't been to. Heck, I look forward to getting off work because that means it's almost supper time. Now that I'm drinking these pre-op shakes for breakfast, lunch, and supper I have nothing to look forward to.  And once I have surgery on June 11th it'll be more of the same shakes. Even after pureed stage, soft food stage, and finally regular food stage, it's going to be a drastic change for the rest of my life. I'm giving up the one thing that really brings me joy. Eating. How do you cope with that? What do you do to fill that void? Wow. Now I'm sad.
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    • Alisa_S

      On day 4 of the 2 week liquid pre-op diet. Surgery scheduled for June 11th.
      Soooo I am coming to a realization
      of something and I'm not sure what to do about it. For years the only thing I've enjoyed is eating. We rarely do anything or go anywhere and if we do it always includes food. Family comes over? Big family dinner! Go camping? Food! Take a short ride or trip? Food! Holiday? Food! Go out of town for a Dr appointment? Food! When we go to a new town we don't look for any attractions, we look for restaurants we haven't been to. Heck, I look forward to getting off work because that means it's almost supper time. Now that I'm drinking these pre-op shakes for breakfast, lunch, and supper I have nothing to look forward to.  And once I have surgery on June 11th it'll be more of the same shakes. Even after pureed stage, soft food stage, and finally regular food stage, it's going to be a drastic change for the rest of my life. I'm giving up the one thing that really brings me joy. Eating. How do you cope with that? What do you do to fill that void? Wow. Now I'm sad.
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      1. summerseeker

        Life as a big person had limited my life to what I knew I could manage to do each day. That was eat. I hadn't anything else to look forward to. So my eating choices were the best I could dream up. I planned the cooking in managable lots in my head and filled my day with and around it.

        Now I have a whole new big, bigger, biggest, best days ever. I am out there with those skinny people doing stuff i could never have dreamt of. Food is now an after thought. It doesn't consume my day. I still enjoy the good home cooked food but I eat smaller portions. I leave food on my plate when I am full. I can no longer hear my mother's voice saying eat it all up, ther are starving children in Africa who would want that!

        I still cook for family feasts, I love cooking. I still do holidays but I have changed from the All inclusive drinking and eating everything everyday kind to Self catering accommodation. This gives me the choice of cooking or eating out as I choose. I rarely drink anymore as I usually travel alone now and I feel I need to keep aware of my surroundings.

        I don't know at what point my life expanded, was it when I lost 100 pounds? Was it when I left my walking stick at home ? Was it when I said yes to an outing instead of finding an excuse to stay home ? i look back at my last five years and wonder how loosing weight has made such a difference. Be ready to amaze yourself.

        BTW, the liquid diet sucks, one more day and you are over the worst. You can do it.

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      Officially here for a long time, not just a good time💪
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