The night before last I FINALLY had a dream that I completed the surgery. I know that sounds strange but here is what was weird. I have been planning the surgery since at least April/May and I had a surgery date in June and I had always had dreams about going in for the surgery. Then after I went for the surgery in June (that I didnt end up having the surgery at) I came home and would dream about what happened when I had my reaction to that medication pre-op. I just never have had a dream where I went through the surgery and completed it. Well I finally had that dream the night before last and I have no idea if I am making sense but it totally makes me feel better. It was like my story was ending, ya following me?:confused1:

I rarely remember my dreams, but I understand what you're saying. After the situation you have been through, I can surely understand it bringing you comfort.

I think it's awesome if you just stop having nightmares about the original situation, which was truly horrifying. A good dream is welcome -- and surely success will follow! :blushing: