New here

I've been researching the lapband for almost a year now. My husband and I have discussed it and he's really supportive. I finally made an appointment in October for January 16 to see the surgeon to discuss it. I will most likely be scheduled for surgery soon after. I haven't told anyone at work or in my family. I think I am embarrassed that I need help mostly. Since I decided to do this in October I've gained 15 pounds. It's like I have a fear of never being able to enjoy food again so I'm eating now to make up for it. I know that's silly and putting so much emphasis on food in my life is what got me here.

I'm 270 lbs at the moment. Two and a half years ago I was 305 lbs. I lost 35 lbs through diet changes and trying Jenny Craig and Optisfast shakes. I've been able to keep it off but have fluctuated between 250 and 270 for the last year. I'm stuck and I just want to be a normal healthy weight.

So I figured I'd start here for support on this journey. It's very informative and encouraging to read others post. Hope to learn more.

My name is Karen.